Chapter 162 A Belated Love Letter (Part )

"love letter?"

Chen Yuan jumped up from the sofa. He no longer had any interest in watching the Spring Festival Gala, even though it only had an opening ceremony. He immediately became energetic.

Chen Yuan was no stranger to love letters, as he had received many of them.

When I was in junior high school, some girls who were just beginning to fall in love often wrote love letters and asked their brothers or girls in the same class to give them to them. Sometimes they went to the toilet and came back to find several classmates surrounding their table.

Staring at a pink letter.

Girls develop earlier than boys in all aspects, especially in terms of emotions. At that time, Chen Yuan had no idea what love was all about, so he naturally ignored those childish love letters.

In high school, he received more love letters, but compared to those "I like you" and "Be my boyfriend and be together forever", the confessions from girls during this period were more mature. They would talk about life, their own emotional concepts, or what they liked about Chen Yuan. Out of politeness, if Chen Yuan met someone who was particularly sincere, he would reply to them, and his way of rejection was relatively tactful.

From the surprise he felt when he first received a love letter at the age of 13 to a basket full of them in high school, Chen Yuan has become calm about this kind of thing.

However, when he heard Jiang Yao mention this, he suddenly felt his heart beating faster.

That’s the love letter written by Yaoyao!

Chen Yuan was immediately very excited. He took a few steps from the living room to the bedroom and then locked the door.

"Box... Where's the box?"

There was a rustling sound of drawers, and he found the strange box used to hold the sexy suits. He opened the light empty box and saw that there was indeed a layer of material underneath.

Uncover the interlayer.

A sealed letter caught his eye.

Compared to the love letters I've seen before, this one is no different. It has a heart-shaped button at the seal, and the pink letter paper is filled with girlish patterns, and there is a bunny girl anime character on the lower right.

However, Chen Yuan was melted by the appearance of this ordinary letter. It might be the effect of love. Chen Yuan thought everything his girlfriend gave him was cute.

He carefully opened the letter and took out a long stack of papers.

The next moment, the beautiful and clean handwriting filled his eyes.

Unexpectedly, Jiang Yao's handwriting was actually very beautiful. Every stroke revealed her seriousness, and the very front row even had a few words written at the beginning of a standard letter.

"To my dear young master."

Chen Yuan calmed down and began to read the contents of the love letter.

"To my dear young master:
Hehe... Master, were you shocked by the box I picked on purpose? I knew it! I can also imagine how wonderful your expression would be when you opened the express box.

To be honest, I really bought this suit, but I can't show it to you yet. Some time ago, I found that I had a layer of fat on my belly, so I didn't look good in this suit, so I gave up the idea of ​​giving it to you. Don't feel sorry, when I lose some weight and my body becomes perfect again, I will definitely find a chance to feast your eyes.

I'm a little shy... Let's not talk about that for now. Writing a love letter is a serious matter, and I should be serious when I write it.

Cough!

Okay, from now on, this is the official content of this love letter.

To be honest, young master... This is the first time I write a love letter to someone. I have a lot to say, but I don't know where to start when I write it down. If we were face to face, I think I could chatter with you for a whole afternoon. At first I didn't want to talk to you in this way, but after you left Lanjing, this afternoon, I felt particularly touched. After being in a daze for a few hours, the scenes of our time together always appeared in my mind.

I then realized that I had so much to say, but you were no longer in Lanjing, and I was afraid that I would bore you by being too long-winded during the conversation, so I chose the quietest time and sat down at the desk.

Do you remember when I confessed to you?

At that time, it was just a weekend, you went to your hometown and came back, we played games until 1am, and we were exhausted. I acted like a spoiled child and insisted that you call me, saying that I had something important to talk about. I didn't have anything to do at the time, I just wanted to find a reason to talk to you and hear your voice, so I started to hesitate when you asked me. During that time, I think you could sense that we understood each other in our hearts.

But I'm still afraid and curious about the ambiguity and can't extricate myself.

I test you again and again, pretending to give you casual hints. I am so eager to know the answer in your heart, but I hesitate and dare not reveal it clearly.

Now thinking about it, since that weekend, you have been my only thought. Although I didn't know what you looked like, how old you were, which city you lived in, or whether you would accept the constant probing of a girl I met online, I still confessed to you.

I remember the day you promised me very clearly... I complained about the girl led by the shooter on the opposite side for a long time on the voice call. I said that I hated her showing off with strength that did not belong to her. You probably just said something casually, meaning that such boys are easy to find, just D one on the public screen of the game.

I was so excited at the time that I couldn't control the evil thoughts in my mind. I muttered, "You make it sound so simple. How about I ask you to be my boyfriend? I won't have to endure this anger anymore in the future." After I said that, I immediately started to regret it and could even hear my own heartbeat.

During those few seconds when my breathing stopped, many thoughts flashed through my mind.

If you had remained silent, young master, I might have been so ashamed that I would have hung up the phone. Later, I did hang up the phone, but it was only because you agreed, and I felt indescribable shyness in my heart.

From then on, we changed the way we addressed each other the next day and naturally started an online romance.

But since we met in person, seeing you in person, and the various things we have experienced, I feel that my original confession was indeed a bit too frivolous.

So I wrote this love letter.

Whether it was for our happy relationship and long-term companionship in the future, or to make up for the previous confession without a sense of ceremony... Young Master! Yaoyao thought that this was necessary.

I would also be very, very serious, with even my cheeks stern. If you were in front of me, I would probably force you to sit up straight, face me, and then I would muster up my courage.

Chen Yuan, I really like you so much! I can't even control my love for you.

When we were dating online, it wasn’t that vivid and intense, but after meeting in person, I began to believe that this was fate.

You almost completely meet my image of a perfect boyfriend, and as we get to know each other, I discover other shining points in you. It's incredible.

I really don't want to stick to you every day, but I can't do it most of the time. When I'm with you, time flies by very fast. When we're not together, even a minute feels like a year. At this moment, as I write this letter, I'm still looking at the clock in the living room. Occasionally, I take out my phone to check if you've replied to my message. You're the only thing on my mind. I can't imagine how I'm going to spend this winter vacation without you by my side.

Even if you are always gentle to me, and tolerate my little temper and pranks, but I stick to you all the time, you will feel that you have no personal space... I comfort myself that the separation now is for better companionship in the future, and I feel better. Here, I also hope that I will not wake up in time in the future, and when I take up all your space because I care too much, you will not dislike me, okay? Think more about my kindness to you, my aggrieved expression, the daily life together, and the scarf I knitted for you. Forgive my childishness... Little Master, forgive me for not always being able to think maturely and grasp the distance.

Forgive me for always wanting to be closer to you.

I heard from my girlfriends that the ugliest look of a girl is when she gives her heart, ignores rationality, and tries her best to love someone.

Because, she will lose her original beauty and mystery, and people will find that she is actually very stupid inside after taking off her outer clothes. She will lose some of her attractiveness and become suspicious and sensitive if she cannot get the same love. She will feel humble when she expects more love.

I understand, but I don't want to be hot and cold and use clever methods to keep you by my side.

I can't get over this myself.

In the final analysis, it is because I like you too much, little master. Sometimes I really want to cut open your heart and see clearly whether it is only me there. That way I will not be jealous of others anymore... I am worried, wondering if these things are particularly funny in your eyes?
I've told you everything now, you can't laugh at me!

You may be complacent when you say that you meet my mate selection criteria... I am not afraid of your narcissism. In fact, it is not an exaggeration to say that you are a perfect match. Every little girl fantasizes about her future partner during adolescence. Love is attractive. Especially when I read a lot of romance novels at that time.

I have never been in love, at least I have never enjoyed the feeling of being moved before I met you.

But when I was alone and in a daze, when I was sixteen, in the afternoon when I was practicing the piano or sitting by the window sill next to my desk, far away, many years away, I subconsciously sketched an image, standing there far away. It seemed that my boyfriend was waiting for me, he loved all of me, was willing to treat each other with the same heart, and was unwilling to give his true heart to others easily.

Although I am a fool who never passes math, aloof and friendless, timid and afraid to go out alone, and always protected by others, I am never brave. I have so many shortcomings, but he still likes me.

Then I will use all my strength to love him, and I am willing to change for him.

I have no idea how long I will have to wait for such a distant person. I just keep fantasizing that he will appear soon and become a ray of light in my life, illuminating the timid me like in a fairy tale.

He doesn't need to be outstanding, and he doesn't need the world to attach anything to him. He just needs to have the same principles as me and not be a bad person who goes with the crowd. Then my waiting will be meaningful.

That's how I got through puberty.

Sixteen, twenty, twenty-six.

Ten years had passed and I still hadn't given up my fantasy, and then you appeared.

You become that person.

I can't describe the significance of your presence, I can only say that every night when I go to bed I look forward to the arrival of a new day so that I can see you.

As I write this love letter, I feel as if my heart is floating, and my lips suddenly curl up. Being in love can be so beautiful that I can't bear to enjoy it any longer.

This feeling is really inexplicable.

Then if one day, I can marry you and wear the beautiful wedding dress you picked for me... I will be so happy that I will cry.

At this moment.

Are you already at home? Young Master, the sun is shining brightly today. I expect my letter to be delivered to you on New Year's Eve. That's great.

Because you know my memory is average... I have almost forgotten the contents of the letter, so even if you read the love letter, I won't be embarrassed in Mingzhu City.

In addition to expressing my feelings for you, this love letter will of course also include a small portion to commend my respected and dear young master!
Awarding you a good boyfriend medal...hehe.

Of course there is no medal, so I can only give him verbal praise.

First of all, thank you for taking your relationship seriously and not falling in love casually over the years. That’s why we have so many beautiful memories of “first time”. I’m honored to be your first love! I can’t imagine how jealous I would be if you had an ex-girlfriend. You did a great job in this regard. What’s the word…keep yourself clean, um…keep chastity.

It is said that what men find most unforgettable is their first love. Fortunately, there will be no such thing as an unforgettable first love in our relationship.

Love you love you love you~
If verbal praise is not enough, I can reward you with a kiss... If that is still not enough, I can give you a mysterious reward after we return to Lanjing.

Don't fantasize, it's what you think~
Cough!

Secondly, young master, you are really outstanding. I rarely see boys like you, who are pure, upright, kind-hearted, and have an unpolluted beauty.

Fortunately, we met not too late, you were only eighteen years old.

I am fortunate to have witnessed your youth and to be with you through the most meaningful years of your life.

I have to say, you are really a little boy... But I am willing to grow up with you, and I look forward to you becoming a man who can take care of a family one day, and successfully evolving from an excellent boyfriend to an excellent husband.

Since I grew up with you, please don't let me down in the future.

Secondly... I have written so much without realizing it, so I will make it short and end quickly.

To be honest, my hands are a little sore.

If, I mean if, one day, our relationship is in crisis, it may be that there is an irreconcilable contradiction between us, it may be that we have chosen opposite directions and what we want is far from each other, or it may be that I am old and weak and no longer so beautiful that I can't win your long-term love.

I hope that by then you can recall the good times we had together and remember my love for you when you were eighteen years old.

Be more tolerant of each other and don't drift apart in the end.

……

right!

Don’t forget to write your heart-warming diary. I write it well every time, so don’t be lazy!
This is very important, very important, very important (mumbling).

Happy New Year~ little master.

You have to grow up obediently.

(End of this chapter)