Chapter 190 Mature Ning Ning

"But not all love in this world is based on rules and regulations. People have different personalities, so love is diverse. At least I like the current state... I don't know why you think it's not good."

Jiang Ning's voice became lower and lower, and it was almost inaudible at the end of her words.

"I'm not talking about bad things in that sense, but when I was in love, I felt that not everything was happy. There were many annoying times, but I managed to endure it. Speaking these out will definitely affect us, so should I say it or not?" Chen Yuan spread his hands.

"Since you're already arguing, then tell me what's bothering you."

"Okay, I'll tell you then."

"Drink some water and speak slowly. I'm listening carefully."

Jiang Ning pushed the small sofa next to the coffee table and sat opposite Chen Yuan. She pushed the boiled water she had poured to him and listened carefully with her chin in her hand.

Chen Yuan drank a few gulps. Arguing does make your mouth dry. You and I kept talking. At least now he felt that Jiang Ning didn't understand the core reason why he was angry.

"Don't you think that there are times when I can't enter your life and you can't enter mine? Although we are really happy when we are in love and stick together, when we leave our world of two people, the distance between us is suddenly very far."

"Far?" Jiang Ning was stunned.

"Yes, I don't understand a lot of things you do. Even if you tell me, I don't know how to answer. It seems that you have no interest in the things I usually do with my friends. Since you resigned and didn't want to tell me, is it because of this that you think there is no need for me to participate? Is that right?"

"This... is this what you're angry about? Why do you care about this? I don't understand." Jiang Ning suddenly frowned, "We have an age gap to begin with, and this situation is caused by our age."

Chen Yuan felt it was even more outrageous. He looked directly into Jiang Ning's eyes and said, "Since you also know this and feel it, why don't we find a way to solve it?"

"Wait." Jiang Ning stretched out her hand to stop him from continuing, took a deep breath and said, "First of all, this is not a problem, and secondly, we don't need to solve it."

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"It's just because we are of different ages and at different stages of life, and there is a gap in our understanding. When you graduate and start working, the problem will naturally disappear."

"It's the same thing again. I don't know how many times I've heard it. Something like when you grow up, you'll do this and that. Doesn't that mean you'll always be miserable?"

"So now you just want to feel better and know everything about my world."

"Well, that's too much?"

"That's not too much, but I think you're wrong." Jiang Ning's expression suddenly became calm.

"Where did I go wrong???"

"Every stage of life brings different problems. Everything will be solved with time. There is no need to worry too much. You really want to understand my world now, but that world is as boring as it can be. Instead, I should envy your life."

"But I just feel uncomfortable. It's annoying when I go out shopping with you and people say I'm too young. It's also annoying when I can't get involved in your life and feel like an outsider. Before, when we didn't meet in real life, we could say whatever we wanted, but now I have to keep a lot of things to myself."

"No need, you can say whatever you want."

"But I don't want to talk about it anymore." Chen Yuan's voice suddenly dropped, and his head lowered as well.

Seeing him like this, Jiang Ning didn't know why, but her heart felt depressed and uncomfortable, as if she couldn't breathe.

After all, Jiang Ning still didn't understand the little boy that well.

Too many times, a boy's self-esteem is unpredictable, incredible, and even ridiculous to himself. But this thing cannot be controlled, especially for younger people.

So, Chen Yuan has actually done well enough. There are many people of his age who are more sensitive about self-esteem.

Only those whose youth can never be returned like to be called immature. Being naive is sometimes considered a compliment, but whether one likes or is willing to accept such compliments is another matter.

A relationship with a huge age gap is indeed stressful, and it manifests itself in various aspects.

If something that is originally insignificant is mentioned too many times, it will become a nagging concern.

In fact, Chen Yuan wanted to take the lead in this relationship, at least not to the point where he was passive in everything. He just went to college for four years and then entered the society to grow up slowly. It sounds simple, but only God knows how long this period of time will be.

Or there are always people who say, don’t grow up with a boy.

All boys start out as being weird, then mature in character, and finally have this sensitive self-esteem. This stage can be long or short, and it is by no means easy to accompany.

Many people got lost in the process.

The core of the argument is actually just a matter of self-esteem.

Jiang Ning was in mixed emotions and remained silent for a long, long time.

It's obviously a warm home like spring, but the atmosphere now is like the cold winter when the ground is covered with frost.

"Chen Yuan, I'm serious. You will definitely become an outstanding person in the future. You have your own principles and persistence. Compared with others, you really have too many shining points..."

She grabbed Chen Yuan's hand and said earnestly, "But that's all for the future. Don't be anxious. The most valuable thing for a person is to do his or her own job at the right age. There's no need to rush."

"Is that right?"

"Really, if you want me to share more with you, I will tell you my thoughts about the future every day, okay? I will grow up with you, don't worry."

"But now, you've resigned, and the only place you can speak to is gone, and even the only point of intersection, the school, has been lost."

"...I have my own life. Although this may be a bit realistic," Jiang Ning couldn't help but say, "But you have your own life too. We all have our own lives. Interfering is what I hate the most. Even if we are lovers... I don't think it's okay."

"You mean I'm getting in the way of your life?"

"That's not what I meant, it's just... never mind, maybe it's really about the age gap."

"Yeah, so you don't have to tell me anything. From now on, we'll just be a stranger couple. We don't even need to walk together on the street. No one will think you're a good match anyway."

"...Calm down."

"I'm calm now," Chen Yuan stood up and shrugged, "Okay, the communication is over. I'm going back to my room to study."

He walked away, looking extremely angry.

The sound of the door closing with a bang made Jiang Ning close her eyes suddenly.

(End of this chapter)