Chapter 209 Because of You, I Choose to Love Life
In China, a country with thousands of years of heritage, even if parents are blood relatives or brothers are as close as brothers, they often cannot open their hearts to each other because everyone regards speaking one's heart as a shameful thing.

Chen Yuan grew up with this concept.

Whenever he encountered something, he always kept it to himself and digested it silently. Sometimes he would rather tell his friends than his adoptive parents.

That night, he rarely told Jiang Yao so much about himself. He talked about his family, childhood, likes and dislikes, and opened his heart to Jiang Yao.

He even talked about how he followed his biological father to study at an aristocratic school in Kyoto, and how much inferiority the school and classmates there made him feel.

I used to live in a small county town where there wasn't even a KFC, but suddenly I was brought to the best big city in China.

I have only seen steak on TV, but I am eating Western food in a luxurious villa.

Although he was in junior high school, he was wearing a Versace shirt, an Italian luxury brand, but he had the body of a child from a small county in the northern border area.

People communicated in English in class, and he was stunned by what he heard.

During a swimming class, he felt out of place among a group of classmates who were laughing and playing.

At that time, he suddenly missed the plastic running track in the small county town, the rusty horizontal bar, and the basketball stand with only a frame left without a net...

no doubt.

Revealing one's inner feelings is the most effective way for lovers to understand each other.

Separated by a wall.

In the bedroom where the two sisters usually slept, Jiang Ning was already fast asleep on the soft bed.

She slept very peacefully and relaxed.

The resignation has been completed, and she spent an unforgettable day eating barbecue with Chen Zai's friends. The annoying sister is finally far away and will no longer cling to her body like an octopus and fall asleep.

Jiang Ning lay on the bed and could assume any relaxing posture since the bed was big enough.

She lay on her side, resting her head on her arm, with a peaceful look of sleep on her face.

There was a closed book on the small table next to her, the desk lamp was off, and the only sound in the room was her own breathing.

Ningning had no idea that all the efforts made by the two sisters were discovered by Jiang Yao alone.

After tonight, Jiang Yao and her young master will understand each other better and become closer.

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"Now that you mention it, I actually hated those female classmates when I was in school. They were all so boring. Every day when they got together, they mostly talked about boys, celebrities, and family situations. They would always compare their clothes with each other."

There was a hint of deep disgust in Jiang Yao's eyes, as if she had suddenly returned to her student days.

She often stayed in her seat alone, looking out the window with her chin in her hand, or listening to music on her mobile phone with headphones. She had absolutely nothing in common with those girls.

Of course, they also rejected Jiang Yao because she was too beautiful, her family was quite wealthy, and most importantly, they couldn't play together.

"And the most annoying thing is that they would talk about me in private. Many times I would hear them when I came back from the bathroom," Yaoyao hugged Chen Yuan and sighed, "and then I hated staying in the class more and more."

"Yaoyao, you have such a fierce personality, yet you have been excluded." Chen Yuan was a little surprised.

"How am I fierce? I'm obviously very cute."

Jiang Yao was immediately dissatisfied and wanted to pick up his finger and bite it.

Exclusion! ?
Of course she had been ostracized more times than she could count.

This kind of bullying is not physical but mental, and it is hidden in invisible places.

Girls in the same school would be jealous of Jiang Ning for having so many confessions from male classmates, and also jealous of Jiang Ning for having such good academic performance, always being in the top three in the grade.

They didn't dare to say it in front of Jiang Ning. In order to hide their fear, they would deliberately tell it to Jiang Yao, because they were sisters.

So, she would wait for an opportunity to say a few loud words like "Jiang Ning just pretends to be cool to attract boys", "I look down on her the most", "Her family is not as rich as mine", "Why do I feel that the twins are not pretty either", deceiving herself with verbal sarcasm to maintain her battered self-esteem.

To protect their ever-present vanity.

They also couldn't accept Jiang Yao's contemptuous look. In the school's art performances, Jiang Yao was always praised by the teacher. She danced beautifully, sang beautifully, and was also the art committee member of the class.

They were even more jealous. Every time there was a performance, all the male classmates' eyes were on Jiang Yao.

It seemed as if she was the only one in the C position on the stage.

Such a clean school, such a bright and bright classroom, but it is always filled with despicable vanity and jealousy. Those girls wearing skirts and expensive school uniforms have turned into ugly squids one after another, and dirty ink drips from the legs of the seats, covering the entire floor.

Until they surrounded Jiang Yao, she looked around and raised her feet, at a loss what to do.

That's why she was so introverted and sensitive when she was a student.

"But all that is in the past. I am grown up now and have a happy life, and you are by my side..." Jiang Yao rubbed his hand with her cheek, "Young Master is the best. You must stay with me forever."

"Of course I will."

"I love you so much, and I love you so much tonight."

"why?"

"I don't know why, I usually like you, but today I like you even more. Congratulations! Player Chen Yuan, you have unlocked Yaoyao's favorite thing badge, please wear it."

Jiang Yao reached out her hand into the air and grabbed something. Her white palm clenched tightly as if she had really grabbed something, and she patted his chest.

"It's finished."

"Kick-kick-kick."

Her silvery laughter came from under the quilt.

Chen Yuan also smiled, as if all his worries were dispelled.

"Honestly, you said that you became very self-abased after going to live with another father. I think you don't need to feel self-abased at all, young master."

"why?"

"Because you are really good, so good," Jiang Yao shook her head, "I can't describe it in words... Look, you are handsome, tall, have a good personality, and come from a good family. There are so many girls in school who like you. When you gave a speech, the girls in the audience applauded so hard that it almost deafened my ears. It's unreasonable for you to still feel inferior."

"You're so sweet? You'll blush if I praise you again."

"Hehe, that's how it is, so you must love yourself well."

"What about you? Do you love yourself?" Chen Yuan lowered his head and suddenly asked back.

"I……"

Unexpectedly, this question made Jiang Yao stunned.

It seemed that she had never loved herself.

Because she is not as outstanding as Ningning, nor is she very smart. Gentleness and intelligence have nothing to do with her. She only knows how to please the elders in her family by flattering them, and the same goes for Chen Yuan.

If you carefully count her merits, you will find that they are pitifully few.

In life, I always play the role of being taken care of.

She doesn't love herself.

How can people love bad things? They will probably love elegant, moving and central characters.

Ningning must love herself very much, so she studied so hard, obtained a master's degree in philosophy, tempered her inner self, and tried to look within to find the answers to life in order to save herself from the predicament.

But Yaoyao always looks outside, she loves others more than herself.

She is always willing to give, and perhaps because of this, she always praises Chen Yuan's good points, but rarely talks about her own good points. She is not confident.

"I...Isn't it enough that I love you? As long as you are here, I will have a lot more motivation and goals, and I am looking forward to the future life. For you, I will also work hard to become a better person, young master."

"Anyway, I love you the most." She said to Chen Yuan with a wink.

(End of this chapter)