Chapter 236 That Night, Jiang Ning and Jiang Yao's Sleepless Night

"You said you wouldn't disturb my life, but actually, it has been disturbed now. With you two around, how can I not attract other people's attention..."

Chen Yuan looked at Jiang Ning, then at Jiang Yao, his expression was very complicated.

twin.

He has accepted the fact that they are identical twins, but he still finds it incredible when talking to them.

It turns out that from the moment he met Lan Jing, the people he had fallen in love with countless times were always two people.

He actually felt uncomfortable communicating with them face to face without concealing their identities.

I really feel strange and nervous inside.

Thinking back to when he was in love with Ningning, and when he was in love with Yaoyao... This made him so ashamed and angry that he couldn't describe it, so in the end, did he offend his sister-in-law or his little sister!
Chen Yuan is undoubtedly a very conservative and traditional boy. He believes that love is a relationship between one person and another person. In his eyes, this kind of love triangle is immoral.

To put it mildly, it means betrayal and chaotic personal relationships.

To put it in a broader sense, this is against human ethics.

Although he was unaware of the situation, he still had to do the same things. He didn't know how to face the two sisters.

Even though we've broken up.

He is now confused about who should be put in the position of his ex-girlfriend. His previous relationship has completely turned into two new relationships.

"It's okay. Students are curious for a while, but once they get used to it, they won't be so surprised anymore. That's the reason why people turn a blind eye to things." Jiang Ning said softly.

"What does habit... mean?"

"Of course it means seeing us often. After all, I have decided to officially start pursuing you," Jiang Ning said, taking out a blue certificate with a ribbon from the small bag she was carrying. "I have considered everything. You are not allowed to audit professional courses, but you can attend public courses. This is my audit certificate... It is reasonable and legal, classmate Chen."

"I have one too." Jiang Yao also took out her audience pass and shook it.

For her, having never experienced college life before, coming here is quite new.

Moreover, this will allow us to better understand Chen Yuan’s daily life.

Campus romance... this is an area she has never touched before. Thinking about pursuing a young master in school, she was actually a little excited.

If the pursuit is successful, it can be regarded as going from school uniform to wedding dress in another sense.

It's really romantic.

Chen Yuan was dumbfounded. He took the small blue notebook and looked at it for a long time.

"You two... have gone down a path I never envisioned."

"Hehe, were you surprised when we first came in?" Jiang Yao leaned close to her ear. When she spoke, a gust of fragrant wind made Chen Yuan's ears itchy. "I'll tell you a secret. This was my idea."

……

Let’s go back to the day when the three of them had their first quarrel and Chen Yuan moved away.

It's cold and rainy outside.

The living room was a mess.

Jiang Yao sat on the carpet of the sofa and cried. She was stopped by her sister and failed to persuade the other party to stay. She felt extremely upset.

"Why did you pull me in? I knew there was still a small chance if I kept him. Now he's gone, there's no chance at all. No, I have to pull him back."

"Do you think you can reconcile with him by pulling him back?" Jiang Ning grabbed her sister's arm and pulled her back, "Just be quiet for a while."

"If you don't chase me, don't bother me."

"Okay, then tell me how you plan to get Chen Yuan back? You're going to lie on the ground holding his legs and not let him go, so that people all over the street can see you, right? If you do this, he will only hate you."

"But at least it can keep people here."

"What's the point of keeping a person if you can't keep his heart? Just stay here honestly, and we will think of other ways."

Jiang Ning sat on the sofa with a headache, not knowing what she was thinking about.

Beside her.

Maybe Jiang Yao heard some of it, or maybe she felt it was too late to chase after him now, so she became quiet and just squatted on the ground sobbing, picking up the things scattered on the ground one by one.

These all fell out of Chen Yuan's schoolbag.

She felt that she needed to put everything back, otherwise when people came back and saw all the things on the floor, they would probably hate her even more.

Jiang Yao didn't want to be hated by Chen Yuan. Her purpose from the beginning to the end was very simple, just to be with him.

But...why do things always become so difficult?

Her good life and sweet love vanished in just a few nights, and she lost her only love.

Jiang Yao couldn't help but think that if the matter of the twins had not been exposed, at least it could last for a while longer, and she might be able to find a new way, or wait until the Heart-beating Diary was finished and everything would be over.

Why did the situation develop into this?

"How did the young master know about our twins? I thought I kept it a secret very well."

"Are you still trying to hide the truth?" Jiang Ning was unusually irritated and rubbed her hair. "It should have been discovered. I shouldn't have agreed to you in the first place. If I had just confessed, maybe nothing would have happened. It's been a time bomb now."

"Oh! Are you sober now? Now you feel you shouldn't have agreed to me!"

"What is the problem?"

"Of course there is a problem. Maybe your performance was flawed, which led to me being implicated. If everything had gone according to my plan, would it have turned out like this? I might have won and lived a happy life."

"Dream on!" Jiang Ning glared at her and grabbed the pillow and threw it at her.

Just listen to a "bang" sound.

Jiang Yao's already messy hair became even messier.

"I was deceived by you. One wrong step led to another. God knows how Chen Yuan looks at me now!"

There was another "bang" and Jiang Ning slammed the table and stood up, her heart heaving with anger.

"It's all over!"

Ningning, who was usually calm, lost all her composure. She stretched out her long legs, stepped over Jiang Yao, and walked out alone.

"What are you going to do?"

"calm."

The door was closed by Jiang Ning.

I guess she went back home and hid in the study to wipe her tears.

In fact, when she came to apologize to Chen Yuan, she was not very sure that she could be forgiven and reconcile with him, but she would not let the situation become a mess.

In the end, she underestimated Chen Yuan's determination, and the last bit of hope of the two sisters was completely crushed.

After she left, Jiang Yao stayed alone for a long time.

Finally, Jiang Yao picked up the pillow, threw it away in a self-destructive manner, hugged her knees and burst into tears.

Her expression couldn't be seen because her face was covered, but her shoulders could be seen shaking uncontrollably.

……

Since the incident was exposed, they have thought it through very clearly in the past two days. It is useless to blame each other or put the blame on each other, and it cannot solve the actual problem at all.

The two of them quarreled because they couldn't hold back their anger.

I have to find a way to release it.
What they should think clearly about is whether they should continue this relationship, apart from endless apologies, or as Chen Yuan said, they should just go their separate ways and return to their normal lives.

Ask yourself.

What they need is not forgiveness, but how to love.

Have you been using the wrong method all along?

It was a quiet night, the night was deep, and the windows were covered with dripping water drops, like a never-ending music. Jiang Ning did not turn on the light, she just sat there.

On the desk, the dim light of the computer was reflected in her eyes.

There were densely packed small handwriting in the document. This was the apology letter she wrote. It could be said that every word revealed sincerity, but belated sincerity was of no use. Now these words of confession were more like a mockery of her.

There were countless opportunities for the two sisters to confess, but neither of them cherished them.

Jiang Ning used her slender fingers to wipe the tears from the corners of her eyes. This rare look of fragility made people feel pity for her.

It is often said that a woman is more beautiful when she cries than when she smiles, but few people believe it.

But Jiang Ning perfectly interpreted this sentence at this time. Hidden under her mature appearance, she actually had a lonely and sensitive heart.

It's not that she hasn't felt pain over the years. There have been many moments when she felt she couldn't hold on any longer, and it was often at these times that she especially needed support. Now she has finally found someone she can trust.

Ruined...all ruined, she did it herself.

Only when you truly realize the loss, you will know that the hole in your heart is so big that nothing can fill it. She never believed before that a woman who is obsessed with love will suffer so much pain and struggle, but now she has experienced it firsthand.

I am not immune to this either.

After all, we are all ordinary people. We can love, hate, do whatever we want, and even hate ourselves.

Jiang Ning had never hated herself so much before. If she had the chance to do it again, she would not hesitate at all. She would not only stick to her principles, but also compensate Chen Yuan well.

She couldn't help but think about it from another perspective. If she had encountered such a thing, she would probably be traumatized and would never forgive the person who deceived her.

The victim is the person she loves.

How disappointed should I be with her?

Jiang Ning closed her eyes in despair, recalling everything she had experienced since she fell in love. Every time a scene flashed through her mind, she felt more suffocated in her heart.

It is rare to find someone in this world who will give back to you what you give him.

It was rare that at the age of 26, she met the first person she truly loved.

Thinking this way, she became more and more reluctant to let Chen Yuan go.

But if she forced the other party, Jiang Ning herself would not be happy.

So what should I do... Should I admit my mistake again?

Thinking of this, Jiang Ning took out her cell phone and wanted to call Chen Yuan again at this time. Maybe there would be other opportunities if they continued to communicate. Maybe...

The hope in her eyes was fleeting, and was replaced by deep suspicion.

Confusion, worry, sadness, countless emotions intertwined in my heart.

And outside the living room.

Jiang Yao also slowly returned home and walked into the second bedroom. She lay down on the chair and what caught her eye was the photo of herself and Chen Yuan at the beach on the computer.

It was a warm sunset, casting its afterglow mercilessly upon her and Chen Yuan.

As she looked, everything in her eyes became blurry, and in the end, only countless tiny flickering points of light remained.

One suite, two rooms.

The two sisters were equally uneasy, and this was destined to be a sleepless night.

It was not until one o'clock in the morning that Jiang Ning's mood calmed down a little. She washed her face and groped in the dark in the living room while wiping her face.

The door to the second bedroom was closed.

Jiang Ning was a little worried about her sister. After all, her sister's emotions were always more intense than hers. Although she would not do anything irrational, it was very likely that she would cry from evening to early morning.

Moreover, from this afternoon till now, the two of them had not had the heart to eat at all because they were busy preparing the apology manuscript.

At this point, I came out of my sad state and suddenly felt a little hungry.

Jiang Ning held her stomach, hesitating whether to knock on the door of the second bedroom.

"Out……"

At this time.

Suddenly a faint voice was heard, and Jiang Ning trembled all over with fright.

She turned her head in surprise, only to find Yaoyao sitting on the sofa with her knees hugged, quietly and without making any sound, so she couldn't be noticed at all.

"You scared me!" Jiang Ning didn't turn on the light, but walked over and asked in a low voice, "When did you come to the living room?"

"Two hours ago."

"Why didn't you tell me?"

"I saw you were crying so happily that I didn't feel comfortable knocking on the door to come in." Jiang Yao's calm voice made her sister's cheeks blush.

Did I really cry that loudly just now?

She felt inexplicably ashamed.

"... Let's not talk about this anymore. Are you hungry?"

"I don't feel like eating. I was wondering if Chen Yuan is asleep at this time. I want to give him a call..." Jiang Yao raised her cheek, pursed her lips and whispered, "I shouldn't have let him go. It's raining outside. What if he catches a cold?"

"He's not stupid."

"Sister... tell me, is it possible that we will never see Chen Yuan again from now on? Could he have left Lanjing alone and run away?"

"Don't let your imagination run wild," Jiang Ning crouched down and held Yaoyao's cheek, "Look into your sister's eyes and listen to what I have to say."

"Um……"

"Chen Yuan has studies to attend, and he has to come back to school no matter what. The monk may run away, but the temple cannot. That's why I dared to let him go. Maybe he needs time, or maybe we need time. Anyway, it's okay to be sad tonight, and we still have to cheer up tomorrow. Did you hear that, Yaoyao?"

"Sister, I feel much better now that you said that. Yes, we must have a way."

Jiang Yao took a deep breath and answered with trembling lips.

It seemed that she cried too hard, so her throat still hurt and her eyes were uncomfortable.

"Go wash your face. I'll make some food for you later. We'll talk after we eat."

"it is good."

In any case, the two are biological twins.

No one can sever this relationship; it is a blood connection. Even if the heart-beating game has a result and one of them is forced to leave and no longer contact Chen Yuan, it is impossible for them to stop being sisters.

So, quarrels are normal, but in the end they are still themselves, which is different from many sibling relationships.

They slept in the same bed day and night, and understood each other better than they knew themselves.

This may be the reason why they are fearless in treating each other and will eventually reconcile.

God gave the two sisters flawed personalities but sensitive hearts.

At the same time, it also allows them to fall in love with the same person, but because of this special connection they will never turn against each other.

This is the greatest wonder of identical twins.

Jiang Yao put on her slippers and repeated in her mind, "There must be a way, Chen Yuan can't escape anyway," and walked to the sink.

She scooped up some water and wet her cheeks. The sudden coolness made her shiver.

But in my mind.

Suddenly, a flash of inspiration came to me.

"Yes! Sis...I'm pregnant!"

(End of this chapter)