Chapter 239

Li Zhuangsheng is very confused now. Maybe this sudden incident is too shocking and beyond his imagination, or maybe the drug is too strong and his head is still confused.

He could only get up and quickly walk outside to get some fresh air. Then he looked into Hu Mengke's room, which was empty.

He sat on the sofa in a daze, his eyes confused. He suddenly wanted to laugh, and then he wanted to cry. He felt mixed emotions, extremely unwilling, angry, and helpless. It was as if there was a pot of boiling water in his heart, and it was about to lift the lid off something!

He couldn't vent his anger, so he was hysterical to Hu Mengdie, but she had already admitted her mistake, so what should he do now? Besides, didn't she also give up her virginity? Besides, Hu Mengdie was different from others. She was once his wife, so it didn't seem that the circumstances of her doing this were particularly serious.

But how could he relieve the painful and suffocating depression in his heart?

What should I do next? How should I define myself now? How should I face my current relationship with Hu Mengdie... and Lin Yuehua, what should I say?

Li Zhuangsheng was struggling internally. Suddenly, Hu Mengdie put on her clothes, walked out quickly, and went into the kitchen. She picked up a fruit knife and pointed it at her wrist.

"What are you going to do?" Li Zhuangsheng was horrified and rushed forward, anxiously asking, "Put down the knife!"

"At this point, all the mistakes are my fault." Hu Mengdie almost burst into tears, but she bit her lip and held the tears in her eyes. "My head was dizzy. I thought, since I can't be your heroine, I have to make you remember me forever. I know I don't deserve your love, but I'm unwilling to give up. I hope that at least I will be your first woman... I'm sorry, I'm so dark in my heart."

"It's okay, it's okay, you, you put the knife down first!" Li Zhuangsheng was anxious.

"I'm sorry to you and Lin Yuehua because I hurt three people because of my selfish thoughts." The fruit knife slowly scratched across the wrist, and a blood mark immediately appeared on the delicate skin.

"This has nothing to do with Lin Yuehua!" Li Zhuangsheng was terrified. "Don't do anything stupid! Calm down first. You are an adult now, don't hurt yourself on impulse! Think about your parents, your sister, the people who care about you, your good friend, who is that... Oh my god! What's her name? Oh, that's right, Xie Jiangqing, your best friend! They will all be sad! I don't blame you, I don't blame you anymore!"

Hu Mengdie's eyes moved, and her hand loosened. Li Zhuangsheng quickly stepped forward and snatched the knife away! Looking at the bloodstain on his wrist, he felt distressed, blamed himself, and complained...

"Do you have iodine at home?" Li Zhuangsheng threw the knife away.

"I thought that as long as I persisted, you would fall in love with me over time... But now I understand that what is not there is not there... I am so sorry that you were not the first person I met. I am not your heroine."

Hu Mengdie burst into tears and slowly knelt on the ground, looking up, crying.

Li Zhuangsheng pursed his lips and said nothing. He found the medicine box on the coffee table in the living room based on his memory. Inside was iodine and a large band-aid. He held Hu Mengdie's hand and carefully applied the medicine to her. After using the iodine, he applied a layer of erythromycin ointment on the band-aid and gently pressed it against her wound.

"You blame me in your heart, but you don't say it. You just sympathize with me." Hu Mengdie wiped her tears and sobbed, "I'm sorry, I've caused you trouble again."

"It's okay, as long as you take good care of yourself in the future." Li Zhuangsheng said reluctantly, "I can forgive you this time."

"sorry."

"Stop saying sorry."

"I won't threaten you or anything, and you don't have to take it to heart. I will never mention it in front of you, or anyone else... Don't worry, I swear."

"Well, I'll go back today." After bandaging Hu Mengdie's wound, Li Zhuangsheng turned around and was about to leave, "You must take good care of yourself in the future." "I promise you, but I have a request." Hu Mengdie looked at Li Zhuangsheng timidly, full of temptation and uneasiness, "Then, can I hug you one last time? The last time... I promise it will be the last time."

Li Zhuangsheng hesitated for a moment, turned his face away, and just nodded slightly.

Hu Mengdie immediately went forward and hugged Li Zhuangsheng, buried her face in his arms, and took a deep breath: "That's great, but I don't deserve it."

Li Zhuangsheng was extremely tired at this moment. Although he wanted to refute, he could not utter a word. He let Hu Mengdie hold him and let her talk.

"I will keep my promise and make sure you don't have to worry about it anymore." Hu Mengdie said, and then she let go of Li Zhuangsheng and forced a smile. "Go away. I won't be upset anymore."

Li Zhuangsheng remained silent for a long time, then nodded, turned around and left, gently closing the door.

But at the moment the door closed, a cruel smile suddenly appeared on Hu Mengdie's face, which was completely different from the pitiful one just now.

She walked back to the bedroom with a light step, which showed nothing of the limp she had just come out with. She drew aside the heavy curtains, letting in the sunlight.

She shook the quilt, finding it clean and tidy, and then she lay down on it.

It turns out that thing is so choking... You don't let me use my mouth, but I insist on using it. Do you want me to give it to other slutty foxes? Hu Mengdie wiped her mouth, and it seemed that the thing was still at the corner of her mouth.

Hu Mengdie did want to have sex with Li Zhuangsheng at first, but after she took off Li Zhuangsheng's clothes, she suddenly felt unwilling to do so. She was unwilling to have their first conversation in such an occasion, so she changed her mind temporarily.

So she drew the curtains, making the room dark. She knew that in that situation, Li Zhuangsheng would not immediately think of checking the truth, so she could easily deceive him.

Aren’t you innocent but have mysophobia? Your purity is not there, so I will give you my first time.

You don't want to be responsible, so I'll make sure you don't take responsibility. How well behaved and sensible you are.

Aren't you gentle? Facing such an affectionate wife, can you hurt her heart?
You said it yourself, you don't blame me anymore, you forgive me. You won't go back on your words, right? Then, who should I vent my anger on?
Hehe, you are so gentle, you will definitely digest it slowly by yourself.

Can you give up on me now?

It must be very torturous, self-blaming and painful to have more than one person in your heart!
Do you finally understand the painful feeling now?
But I won't let you go just like that. I will torture you severely and let you experience the sadness I have been feeling for a long time!

Hehehe, you lose, husband.

"Sister, I came back as soon as I saw my brother-in-law coming out...Ah! Did you have a fight? Why are you crying like this?"

Hu Mengke pushed open the door, only to see Hu Mengdie crying silently, tears streaming down her face, looking so painful.

(End of this chapter)