Chapter 364 Supervision
The author's friend told Li Zhuangsheng that when he was a child, his father would often beat him for trivial matters, and sometimes even for no reason. As a result, for a long time, he would be "startled" when someone touched him. When someone raised their arms in front of him, he would also lean back and sway forward to avoid them.

Li Zhuangsheng therefore believes that Zhu Zhixue should have similar reasons. She was often abused by her father since she was a child, her grandparents who loved her died early, and she was treated coldly by her stepfather and mother. She should have been beaten during her life... Even when she returned to her father later, he would beat her up after getting drunk, and brought countless storms to her daily life.

Of course, even so, this bastard father is his only relative, and he will at least think about getting money to pay her tuition.

"Stress response..." Yao Xingyu seemed to understand.

"But according to my observation, her condition has improved a lot recently, and she is not as resistant as she was at the beginning," said Li Zhuangsheng.

Yao Xingyu continued: "You want to say it's all your credit?"

Although Yao Xingyu did have such a feeling, he still felt a little unhappy for some reason. He felt sour, as if he was outdone by Li Zhuangsheng.

"Isn't it?" Li Zhuangsheng opened his eyes wide, but then laughed again, "Okay, I was just kidding. In fact, I have always felt that only I can save myself, so I don't think I have taken credit for it. I am at most a trigger. If she can get out of it in the future, it will be because she bravely saved herself."

This is what Li Zhuangsheng really thinks, just like when he thanked Qin Luanyu. Li Zhuangsheng doesn't think he is that great. He always believes that only he can save his inner self. If he doesn't let go, no matter how much others do, it will be useless.

He just happened to open a door.

"You, you actually think so?" Yao Xingyu blinked her eyes. Her thinking at the moment was really hard to keep up and she couldn't quite understand.

I just think that what Li Zhuangsheng said seems a bit cool.

"Well, she loves me very much and is willing to prove it with her life. Do you know why?"

"Why, why?"

"Because she has been lacking love since she was a child, even though she appears cheerful on the surface, she is actually very lonely inside, so she often feels uneasy and lacks confidence. She can only burn out her light and heat like the scorching sun."

Yao Xingyu was speechless. When Li Zhuangsheng left the sink, she followed him closely.

He had long seen through Zhu Zhixue's character. All her extreme actions were mainly due to her previous upbringing. She was rarely loved, so she didn't know how to love others. She was afraid of losing him, so she could only try her best to be good to him.

Li Zhuangsheng sometimes couldn't help but wonder, why do I have to endure so much, I can just open my mouth and have sex four times a night without any problem... Why do I have to pretend to be serious?

But it is impossible to use the psychological flaws of others to vent one's own desires.

As for Zhu Zhixue's mentality, Li Zhuangsheng didn't have a good way to comfort her, after all, he was not a psychologist. He could only try to make her more positive and make her feel more "loved".

Although he sometimes reflects on himself, whether he can really love someone? After all, he has only had one failed marriage experience.

"Do you know why I am telling you this?" Li Zhuangsheng asked.

"No, I don't know..."

"Yao Xingyu, you are a good girl. I really think she is lucky to have a best friend like you. I hope you can be her friend forever. Can you support her forever?"

He remembered that Yao Xingyu later worked as an HR in a listed company, but he couldn't remember which one it was. He didn't have any close friends with him, and he heard everything from Zhang Qixiang. But relatively speaking, his life was pretty smooth, and Zhang Qixiang also praised him for his good character.

It was a pity that Zhu Zhixue and Yao Xingyu parted ways last time for various reasons... If she had one or two close friends to support her when she was desperate, she wouldn't have been so extreme in the end. Yao Xingyu stared blankly at Li Zhuangsheng's firm and bright eyes, and suddenly found that Li Zhuangsheng seemed a bit handsome.

As expected, he is the school hunk’s brother. He really looks like Li Xiuyu.

"I will definitely be good friends with Zhu Zhixue for life!" Yao Xingyu's face felt inexplicably hot and he quickly made the promise.

"Well, thank you!" Li Zhuangsheng smiled, then opened his schoolbag, took out a coat and handed it to Yao Xingyu, "Oh, by the way, change your clothes, this one is clean."

"Eh……"

"Isn't your coat wet?" Li Zhuangsheng pointed.

"Oh...thank you."

Yao Xingyu blinked and put on the clothes awkwardly. She was tall, but Li Zhuangsheng's clothes were a little too big for her. The sleeves were a little long, as if they were deliberately made to look cute.

"Is this... yours?" Yao Xingyu lowered his head and fiddled with the top button.

"Yes, it's washed, and Li Xiuyu wears it sometimes." Li Zhuang was afraid that she would mind, so he smiled and comforted her.

"oh oh……"

Yao Xingyu nodded immediately and subconsciously wrapped her collar. However, Li Zhuangsheng saw her little action and couldn't help complaining in his heart, saying that when you heard that Li Xiuyu had worn it, you wanted to tie it on your body, right?

It seems that Yao Xingyu has to be added to the watchlist from now on.

But Yao Xingyu looks like a normal person no matter how you look at it. Even if Li Zhuangsheng doesn't care, he should not be able to get past that crazy Yi Yunshui.

"Okay, let's go back!" Li Zhuangsheng folded Yao Xingyu's old clothes, stuffed them into his schoolbag, and put it back on his back.

"Oh……"

"Don't forget to go to the hospital after you get down the mountain. If you're worried that your parents will scold you and you don't have enough money, you can borrow from me. I won't urge you to pay it back."

"Got it, mother-in-law!" Yao Xingyu pursed his lips and smiled, then suddenly said fiercely, "Remember not to get too close to Xie Jiangqing! Although she is Hu Mengdie's best friend...but be careful of fire, theft and best friends, don't you understand?"

"I know!" Li Zhuangsheng sighed and smiled helplessly, "I've already told you that I haven't liked her since elementary school. Xiu Yu knows that she was just talking nonsense on purpose today."

In fact, when they were in elementary school, the fundamental reason why Li Zhuangsheng didn't like Xie Jiangqing was that she always quarreled with Li Xiuyu. Li Xiuyu hated her.

"Also, keep some distance from that Lin Yuehua. Don't you think you two are too close sometimes?"

“Is the semester still close?”

"This semester... it's a little better! But Zhu Zhixue is an honest person and is easily bullied. As her lifelong best friend, I have to supervise you for her! Be honest!"

(End of this chapter)