Chapter 378 Resentment
Li Zhuangsheng had not experienced much loneliness, but after hearing what Hu Mengdie said, it seemed that he should be lonely. As an outsider, facing this ambiguous world.

But most of the time, he regarded this time travel as a romantic adventure. He was making up for the regrets of the past and wished he could make up for all the regrets.

He really doesn't feel lonely, as if his world is not much different from before.

Because of Li Xiuyu, she is still the same, as always.

Well, he has acquaintances here.

But Hu Mengdie seemed to be alone, and she had to bear all the fear, anxiety and loneliness silently by herself.

Li Zhuangsheng shook his head slightly: "Everyone feels differently."

In fact, after her rebirth, Hu Mengdie told him that she felt lonely, but Li Zhuangsheng didn't take it to heart at the time. He just thought that it was just an excuse for the other party to try to win him back.

The old friend is gone, and Li Zhuangsheng can only feel guilty in his heart. Perhaps his previous attitude was really a bit too much.

The good thing about someone is that when they are gone, you can always think of their good side.

"Well, whining without any reason." Hu Mengdie lowered her eyes and smiled faintly.

"You can't say that." Li Zhuangsheng glanced at her.

There was some resentment in Hu Mengdie's voice: "Why are you speaking for her? Don't you hate her?"

Li Zhuangsheng looked puzzled: "It's not that I hate her. I never said I hate her."

"You don't hate her, but I do!" Hu Mengdie gritted her teeth in hatred, "She's a coward that even men can't stand!"

"There's no need to scold me so harshly. After all, it's you who's doing it..."

"I won't admit that I am such a coward and my future life will be such a failure!"

Li Zhuangsheng scratched his head in silence. He felt a little unhappy. He felt that Hu Mengdie did not deserve such a low evaluation. But what position did he have to be unhappy about? Who are you to her? What does it have to do with you if she scolds you?

"You have a lot of complaints about her." Li Zhuangsheng laughed dryly.

"What do you think? You two are the murderers who messed up my life!" Hu Mengdie glared at him viciously.

Li Zhuangsheng shrank his neck. What others said was true. For Hu Mengdie at that time, it was really bad luck to have such a thing happen to her.

Hu Mengdie, you have really done a lot of harm to others!
She was not ungrateful, and she must have known that the future Hu Mengdie was the biggest murderer. She had dug her own grave.

"Indeed, strictly speaking you are also a victim."

"Useless thing, can't watch a man fight a wild woman..."

Hu Mengdie became angrier and angrier as she spoke, until in the end she shouted and cursed in a low voice without caring about her manners. She seemed filled with resentment, hatred and anger towards her future self, and extremely disappointed with her future life.

"What kind of good man are you? You abandoned your wife and children. Would you become like that if you didn't go crazy?"

How can you vilify someone's innocence out of thin air? At most, I just abandoned my wife, not my child!
"You are not shameless. You just dumped your old love and now you have a new one!"

"Are you angry with me or with her?"

"Is it not possible to have both?"

Hu Mengdie retorted angrily.

Li Zhuangsheng nodded angrily: "Okay..."

She does have the right to be angry, after all, he and she have messed up her life.

After venting her anger, Hu Mengdie sat in the pavilion and sulked. After a while, Li Zhuangsheng took out his cell phone and checked the time. He took this opportunity to ask the question that had been buried in his heart for a long time: "Hey, do you know how we traveled through time? Did she write it in her diary?"

"I won't tell you..."

"Tell me about it. I owe you a favor..."

"I need your favor?" Hu Mengdie glared at Li Zhuangsheng for a long while before speaking in a sullen tone, "She doesn't know either."

"Is that so?" Li Zhuangsheng felt slightly disappointed.

"It seems that at that time..." Hu Mengdie hesitated for a moment and revealed the truth, "You said some drunken nonsense and then fell asleep. She wanted to carry you home, but the road was too slippery and you fell to the ground. You might have fainted. Anyway, you had traveled through time when you opened your eyes again."

Li Zhuangsheng nodded: "Oh oh oh!"

So that's how it is. Traveling through time when both of us are unconscious... that doesn't give us any extra useful information. Maybe when the weather gets warmer, I can come here with Hu Mengdie and sleep on the floor... maybe I can travel back.

But this was just Li Zhuangsheng's thought. He didn't really want to travel back.

His parents and sister were all adults, so there was no need to worry. Hu Mengke should not have any major problems either. He did not want to face the embarrassing choice again, especially for Lin Yuehua and Zhu Zhixue... He could guess the ending of the two people from the car tracks and the unreachable phone calls.

He still wants to stay here, the reality of the future is too bleak.

"Hmph, I'm leaving now. I have to go to evening self-study soon." Hu Mengdie stood up and glared at me, "Don't go with me. Don't let Zhu Zhixue see me and misunderstand me!"

"Well, you go first. I'll leave later." Li Zhuangsheng lowered his head and fiddled with his cell phone.

"Do you know when your sister and I got along well?" Hu Mengdie walked a few steps and turned around, tangling her fingers with her hair, saying in an inexplicable tone, "Your sister seems to support me quite a bit, insisting that we are a good match. I don't know how we are a good match!"

"I don't know how you two became good friends, but you don't have to pay attention to her. Just pretend she didn't say anything." Li Zhuangsheng shook his head.

He felt that Li Xiuyu must have said this not only to Hu Mengdie, but also perhaps he said the same thing in front of Lin Yuehua.

Seeing Li Zhuangsheng's indifferent attitude, Hu Mengdie bit her lip, snorted coldly, and walked away.

"What attitude..." Li Zhuangsheng muttered. Could it be that he really wanted to match me or something? It shouldn't be that case. I guess he just didn't accept it.

"Hello, where are you?" Li Zhuangsheng called Li Xiuyu.

"We're almost at school. Why didn't you show affection to your Xiaoxue today?" Li Xiuyu said in a gloomy way.

"What are you talking about!" Li Zhuangsheng was annoyed. "Let me ask you something. What did you say in that letter?"

"What letter?"

"On the first day of the new year, the letter from Yi Yunshui!"

"Why did you suddenly bring that up? What, are you interested in Yi Yunshui and want to take credit for it?"

"Don't be ridiculous. What did you say at the time? You said you wrote it?"

"Didn't you tell me not to tell Yi Yunshui?"

"I remember what I said, don't say I wrote it, just say you wrote it!"

"Otherwise, if I say someone else wrote it, wouldn't it be exposed if they ask me about it? I don't want to bother anymore!"

Li Xiuyu's tone was matter of course, and Li Zhuangsheng was speechless for a moment. There was indeed nothing wrong with it. The only problem was, who knew that Yi Yunshui would fall in love with the person who wrote the letter!
"Okay, then just treat this letter as if it was written by you. You must keep it secret and don't let Yi Yunshui know the truth for now!"

No matter what, let’s just put it off like this until after the college entrance exam.

(End of this chapter)