Chapter 391 Butterfly Binding (2)

She even told Li Zhuangsheng about her family without any shame, in order to arouse Li Zhuangsheng's sympathy and complete her "confession" to him.

She had never told Li Zhuangsheng about her family before, nor had she told anyone about her parents' faults. Only occasionally would she complain half-jokingly to Li Zhuangsheng.

Because she felt that family disgrace should not be made public, especially when it concerned herself. She enjoyed her image as a goddess in Li Zhuangsheng's mind and did not want him to notice that she actually had a cowardly and ordinary heart under the appearance of a goddess, and thus look down on her.

But in order to "reunite" and return to her original safe haven, she had to make some compromises this time... She imagined everything and even shamelessly prepared condoms herself. She almost succeeded, but failed at the last moment.

That was the greatest humiliation for her.

The biggest reason was not that she was humble and offered herself to him but was rejected, but that Li Zhuangsheng's heart-piercing words seemed to be dissecting her bit by bit, digging out all the shameful schemes under her skin!

【You are kind to me only because you want something from me. 】

The three questions she couldn't answer later made all her previous confessions become a joke, as if her lies were exposed in public, making her feel ashamed.

The funniest thing is that she was still praising Li Zhuangsheng affectionately the moment before, remembering everything she said, and giving her more than 20 gifts of extraordinary significance. But when it was her turn to prove it, she was speechless.

This was the most humiliating thing she had ever experienced.

She felt tired and hopeless, and she couldn't help but have a thought: If she hadn't been reborn... would Li Zhuangsheng have accepted her?
This was the first time she had such a thought.

But until this moment, she still had an illusion, thinking that since Li Zhuangsheng cared so much about whether she loved him or not, he must love her in his heart. He felt that he did not get her love, so he felt angry.

Maybe I didn't do well enough before, but as long as I can prove to Li Zhuangsheng that I love him, he will change his mind. Isn't it true that when he saw that I couldn't eat, he cared about me and bought me buns to eat, and told me to drink porridge?

He still has her in his heart, she still has a chance!

She cheered up a little, how to prove her love? Hu Mengdie thought the best way was to pester him, so she found Li Zhuangsheng who was writing on the fifth floor of the Art Building, and pestered him so that he could see a different Hu Mengdie.

She thought, as long as she could persist in showing her "love" for Li Zhuangsheng, he would always accept it in the future, right?
For this reason, she made a bold plan. She was going to confess her love to Li Zhuangsheng on the radio. She knew that this idea was very bold and might even lead to serious consequences. But the more serious the consequences, the more it would prove her feelings. For the boys, it would also be secretly happy.

In fact, this move also showed her loyalty to Li Zhuangsheng. After this incident, even if a boy wanted to confess to Hu Mengdie, he would have to weigh whether it was worth it. Hu Mengdie knew that this would have a great impact on her social circle, but it didn't matter. Besides, she knew that Li Zhuangsheng would also think about it. Opposite-sex relationships were not important to her at all. The more she had, the less she cared. It was better to say that only in this way could she get Li Zhuangsheng.

Based on Hu Mengdie's understanding of Li Zhuangsheng, this self-harming confession would surely make him feel distressed and even blame himself, because he is extremely kind and gentle. He would attribute Hu Mengdie's loss to himself.

Li Zhuangsheng has a casual personality and is indecisive when it comes to relationships. When the two were dating, he didn't dare to express his feelings for a long time, and even when they were together, he didn't dare to take the initiative to hold hands or kiss. He might not agree so easily, but the more he didn't agree, the more he would blame himself.

Li Zhuangsheng is a very smart man, and he may feel that Hu Mengdie is trying to blackmail him. So Hu Mengdie has already prepared a set of rhetoric, saying that she is just expressing her feelings, not asking to be together. As long as she slowly grinds him, she will succeed in the end.

She was not worried that Li Zhuangsheng would get angry. He was a very gentle and kind person, too gentle, and would never get angry with anyone.

Things went smoothly at first. She was severely reprimanded by the director in front of Li Zhuangsheng, and her father slapped her in the face... It was really excessive. She did this for his favorite son-in-law, but the slap was a solid one. After all, for her father, this was a real loss of face.

She could see the pain in Li Zhuangsheng's eyes, so the wound on her face didn't seem to hurt anymore. She thought that this time there should be a lot of progress... But this time she miscalculated again.

Li Zhuangsheng, who was always gentle, was extremely furious this time. An expression of disgust appeared on his face, and he even uttered sharp and bad words.

She had never expected such an outcome. Li Zhuangsheng's words were so harsh. It was no longer a rejection, but a humiliation and abuse.

Her enthusiasm and expectations were instantly extinguished, and she felt disheartened and as if she had fallen into an ice cellar. Am I really such a despicable person? Is it really worth it for me to do this? Why does God always hurt me? Am I some unforgivable villain who deserves such retribution!
She hated him so much that she didn't know who to hate. All her self-esteem was trampled into dust. She wanted to take revenge on Li Zhuangsheng, the culprit. She wanted to die. If she died, Li Zhuangsheng would definitely spend the rest of his life in regret.

Just when Hu Mengdie was in a daze, Zhu Zhixue appeared. She was suddenly awakened by the strong anger. Why should she be provoked? What right did Zhu Zhixue, a bitch, have to provoke her?
Why should she give up? If she gives up, she will have nothing. Should she make room for Zhu Zhixue? Let that stinky bitch Zhu Zhixue seduce her man with her filthy nipples every day?

When she thought of the scene of Zhu Zhixue flirting with Li Zhuangsheng after her death, her blood pressure instantly went off the charts. No matter what, I must kill this bitch Zhu Zhixue first! I am the original wife, and this bitch is actually deceiving the heaven!

After she regained her senses, she realized that Li Zhuangsheng was not speaking the truth when he said that. Instead, he wanted to cut the Gordian knot and force her to give up.

The fact that Hu Mengdie pursued Li Zhuangsheng did not do any harm to him. If he had been more ruthless, he could have taken her body or kept her hanging as revenge. But he did not do that. He tried his best to refuse her just for Hu Mengdie.

She wanted to hold on a little longer. Since she was already shameless, she might as well just be shameless. Anyway, Li Zhuangsheng had already done his limit. It was impossible to go any further.

(End of this chapter)