Chapter 398 Butterfly Binding (9)

Every time Li Zhuangsheng said something, Hu Mengdie felt colder. His tone, which sounded like "homely talk", made Hu Mengdie extremely panicked and uneasy.

She was overruled, essentially sentenced to death.

She didn't understand, or didn't dare to understand, what Li Zhuangsheng said about "love and not love". She only knew that Zhu Zhixue had done what she hadn't done.

Hu Mengdie was actually a little indignant in her heart. She wanted to refute every word Li Zhuangsheng said, but every word was like a thorn in her throat, and she couldn't say a word of opposition.

There was only one strong voice in her heart: "Why do you say that I don't love you, or even that I don't love you as much as Zhu Zhixue does? Why do you not believe that I love you, but you believe that Zhu Zhixue loves you?"

Haha, can Zhu Zhixue answer those three questions now?

I hate this feeling so much, this kind of suffocating pain that cannot be vented, this kind of panic that everything is out of my control.

You said you don't know how to date girls, you said you always feel inferior... But, is it me who made you like that? Have I ever said that you are not worthy of me?

Don't I still love you? If I don't love you, why would I date you and marry you? Why do you believe her and not me? You confessed to me after you got ashore. Is this my fault? Do you think I agreed to you because of this? But can't I find a boy with better material conditions?
Li Zhuangsheng, you wronged me, you wronged me!
Hu Mengdie was so angry and felt so aggrieved...but all her emotions turned into silent fatigue after hearing Li Zhuangsheng's calm words.

She failed completely. Even though she used such "despicable" means, Li Zhuangsheng still chose Zhu Zhixue.

Li Zhuangsheng is like this. Once he makes up his mind, he will never go back.

Hu Mengdie returned home in a daze, feeling empty inside, as if her heart had been dug out.

I will never accept this outcome. Then there is only one last solution.

……

That was the last resort. Originally, she was still hesitating.

The future Hu Mengdie is completely out of the picture, and she really can't think of any possibility between the two of them. So what about the "clean" Hu Mengdie in the past?

If even Zhu Zhixue can accept it, then "Hu Mengdie" will only have more advantages than her.

This idea has been in her mind for a long time, and she has been hesitating. If knocking Li Zhuangsheng unconscious and then "having" that kind of relationship is harmless, then "amnesia" is her last trump card and her only hope.

Li Zhuangsheng was actually quite sensitive. If he found out, there would be no possibility for them to be together. Li Zhuangsheng would definitely be very angry and would never trust her again.

She really didn't want to do that unless it was absolutely necessary.

Hu Mengdie's initial plan was to match the incident a few days before the Chinese New Year, and then pretend to have amnesia to give Li Zhuangsheng a fatal blow. But Hu Mengdie later felt that the effect would be surprisingly good without going that far.

Yes, because she softened her heart again. If her desire for revenge was not so strong, there would be no need to pretend to have amnesia.

But now, that was her last straw, and it didn't matter if she messed up. Anyway, the result couldn't be any worse.

She had completed her preparations in advance, and she deliberately let herself down in the last two monthly exams and the final exam.

If she were to lose her memory, the most direct evidence would be her grades. The reason she was exposed was probably because of her test scores. Losing her memory was necessary, but she also needed to be prepared.

Hu Mengdie thought about it again and again and did two things.

The first thing she did was to find Li Zhuangsheng, say a few nice words to him like a green tea, and deliberately show weakness and pity so as to see him for the "last time".

The second thing was to find Zhu Zhixue and sow discord between them. She hated Zhu Zhixue even more than Li Xiuyu. In Hu Mengdie's eyes, Zhu Zhixue was a stinky bitch who stole someone else's husband.

In the past, he would be thrown into a pig cage!

The future her will be away for a while, but they can't be together comfortably. Zhu Zhixue lacks a sense of security, which can be seen from the two times she took the initiative to talk to her privately because of Li Zhuangsheng. For such an insecure person, the best way is to push her from behind and make her even more uneasy!

Hu Mengdie found Zhu Zhixue, seemingly to explain the "afterlife", but in fact she brought the conflict to Lin Yuehua and Li Xiuyu. She let Zhu Zhixue know that the heroine of "Jun Xiang Xiaoxiang" is Lin Yuehua, and she let Zhu Zhixue know that Li Xiuyu actually has no blood relationship with Li Zhuangsheng!
She was certain that Zhu Zhixue would not be able to resist stirring up trouble. No woman could accept that. Especially a little girl like Zhu Zhixue who used despicable means and lacked a sense of security.

Fight, fight, fight, you two can restrain each other, then he will remember my kindness, Hu Mengdie thought coldly.

She also buried another mine.

Li Zhuangsheng didn't love Zhu Zhixue, he was just returning her "love", so he must be very miserable now. He was the kind of "give me a peach, give me a jade" kind of person.

But Zhu Zhixue invested in "Qiong Yao" instead of "Mu Tao", so what should he do if he can't repay her? He will definitely be under great pressure and internal friction.

Haha, haha...Hu Mengdie deliberately brought up the topic of love or not raised by Li Zhuangsheng. She said that she was dumped by Li Zhuangsheng because she did not love him enough.

Did she lie? No.

She intercepted some truths, and she would not be at fault at all even if she confronted Li Zhuangsheng in the future...but the effect was to give Zhu Zhixue another push from behind.

Don't you enjoy her love? Then let her love you a little more.

Li Zhuangsheng, you betrayed me. I swear, I swear, I will never let you off easily!

And Zhu Zhixue, you little bitch, you must take good care of my husband while I'm away...

As the plan began, she lost her memory.

In fact, the most difficult part of the whole thing was convincing her parents to cooperate. Her parents could not understand why Hu Mengdie was so obsessed with Li Zhuangsheng, especially her father, who was so angry that he called her a lowly and shameful woman, but Hu Mengdie insisted on doing it. For this reason, she even lied that she and Li Zhuangsheng would have a daughter, Xuanxuan, in the future.

Everything went well and she was admitted to the hospital. Hu Mengke was not told the truth because she was not sure about it and could be easily seen through by Li Zhuangsheng.

As expected, Li Zhuangsheng and Li Xiuyu came to visit her. In accordance with her original character setting, she dealt with them lightly.

I will be the one who will have the last laugh. Li Zhuangsheng, I will ruthlessly destroy everything about you, expose your hypocrisy, destroy all your beliefs... let you know how despicable you are in your heart!

Watching Li Zhuangsheng leave the ward, Hu Mengdie smiled grimly.

(End of this chapter)