Chapter 36: We must protect this innocent little girl
Jiang Mengyan smiled and continued, “When I was a teenager, my sister was just born.

Because he thought my mother couldn't give birth to a son, my father abandoned my mother, me and my sister very early on, and married another woman after the divorce.

My mother has been the one raising me and my sister all these years.

I'm fine. I'm in good health and haven't had any serious illnesses. I've grown up smoothly.

But as for my sister, my mother was often beaten by my father when she was pregnant with her. She didn’t have any good food to eat and was malnourished, which resulted in my sister being much weaker than me when she was born.

She has a congenital heart disease. Because of her poor health, she has been unable to play with other children since she was a child. She seems very unsociable and has been bullied almost all the way from childhood to adulthood.

I am like that too, but I will resist and fight back, but she can't.

So even though my mom and I went to her school many times, it didn't help.

Over time, she became more and more withdrawn and developed autism.”

Jiang Mengyan sighed softly:
“Congenital heart disease and autism are both diseases that require long-term examination, control, and psychological counseling.

This is like a time bomb, forcing me to keep some savings in hand to deal with the possibility of it exploding at any time.

So I actually seldom spend money recklessly...even if I have saved what I think is a lot of money.

The reason why I was so impulsive today and wanted to go to the lottery draw was actually because I thought of my childhood. "

Jiang Mengyan smiled self-deprecatingly: "When I was a child, supermarkets also held these promotional draws, but my family was not well off at that time, and the lottery tickets I could get were very limited.

I remember one year there was a very beautiful doll among the prizes in a promotional raffle, and I really wanted it.

But my mother could only afford to buy two lottery tickets, so she decided to let my sister and I get one each.

My younger sister went to draw first, and of course she didn’t win anything. She was very dissatisfied and insisted on using my lottery ticket to draw again.

I actually didn’t want to give it up because I liked the doll so much and wanted to try drawing it myself.

But my sister kept making a fuss, and the people waiting next to her were also getting impatient, so my mom gave the lottery ticket directly to my sister. "

She exhaled: "In fact, I also know that even if I go to draw, there is a high probability that I will not win, but I have been regretting the opportunity I lost.

When I saw the limited edition cat head today, I suddenly lost control... Maybe I wanted to make it up to myself?"

Jiang Mengyan tilted her head and glanced at Lin Han, her tone full of apology:
"You spent so much extra money... Don't worry, I won't be so willful in the future."

"If this is your true self, I hope you stay like this every day."

I thought Lin Han would say something like, “It’s okay once in a while, we should just save some time in the future.”

I didn't expect that after waiting for such a long time, I would hear this sentence.

Jiang Mengyan raised her head and looked at Lin Han with some confusion.

"Did you know that everyone has a compensation mechanism in their mind?"

Lin Han smiled and said: "Especially when you are a kid. If you don't get what you want, the desire will not disappear, it will only appear in another form.

People's judgment is often contrary to their own desires. When you want to do something, reason will tell you that it is right not to do it.

Some people, faced with unfulfilled desires from their childhood, will work hard to make up for them once they become capable. This is called retaliatory consumption.

But now that you have the conditions to do so, you don't do it. I would venture to guess that you are thinking that you can just let it go.

When your child is born, you must give her all the things and happiness that you didn’t get? "

"You...how do you know..."

Jiang Mengyan looked at Lin Han blankly and asked subconsciously.

"Because I saw it all."

Taking Jiang Mengyan into his arms, Lin Han smiled helplessly:
“If you want to raise a mentally healthy child, you must first be a mentally healthy mother.

If you continue to face your child with this kind of compensatory mentality, the child's psychology will be unconsciously changed in the future.

So, no matter what time, love yourself first. Say what you like, and satisfy yourself within your ability.

If you can't do something for the time being, you can make a plan and work hard for it.

Being able to see the goal is always better than the vague words "I'll do it when I have the conditions...", isn't it?

"..."

Jiang Mengyan was silent for a long time: "No one has ever told me this before... Mom always said that you are a professor now, and there will be many good days in the future..."

"Don't think about the future, our present can be a good day every day."

Lin Han shook his head: "If you delay gratification, you won't feel the same way when you get it in the future.

If you want to go to the raffle and buy something worth just a few hundred dollars, we can still draw several times, right?

It’s good that I couldn’t win the computer, paper towels, or laundry detergent, and the process of realizing my wish is also joyful.

If you still can't bear to leave, it doesn't matter, I'll be there for you in the future. I'll do whatever you want for you."

Lin Han's smile was very gentle, and the lights in the square reflected in his eyes, sparkling like stars.

Looking at Lin Han like this, Jiang Mengyan chuckled: "You know, I never dared to do this in my dreams before... But it feels so good."

She rested her head on Lin Han's shoulder.

In the eyes of passers-by, they are a sweet and loving couple.

At this moment, a clear reminder sounded, followed by two reminders:
[Congratulations to the host for achieving the achievement of pampering his wife: Childhood Wish! Achievement Reward: Random Skill Book*2]

[Congratulations to the host and his wife Jiang Mengyan for upgrading their favorability! Current favorability level: Trust!

Get the favorability upgrade reward: random item gift box * 5]

Ok?
Lin Han widened his eyes slightly.

Lin Han had anticipated that untangling Jiang Mengyan's knot would be enough to accomplish an achievement.

But he didn't expect that his favorability could be upgraded so quickly and reach the level of trust.

But it also indirectly shows that she really has no emotional experience.

We must protect this innocent little girl.

Thinking in his mind, Lin Han shifted his gaze to the several rewards he had just received.

Skill book and five random items.

There is no cash reward this time, but I just received a sum of money, so it’s no big deal. At least I don’t have to worry about not having enough money in the short term.

Instead it's skills.

The ease with which Lin Han cooked for Jiang Mengyan during this period made him realize that there is no such thing as too many skills.

Hopefully there will be something good this time...

I opened the skill book gift box with anticipation, and two more prompts popped up:
[Congratulations on obtaining the skill: Massage (God-level)]

[Congratulations on obtaining the skill: Secret Art of the Bedroom (God Level)]

???

Seeing the names of these two skill books, Lin Han almost lost his breath and cursed:
"I rely on!"

No, the fingering technique before, the massage technique and the sex technique now...

Is this system intentional?

Knowing that he has nothing to eat right now, why do you force him to use this skill? ?

Vicious, so vicious!
(End of this chapter)