Chapter 167 Returning the Pearl to the King with Tears

Fat Fan went to the small kitchen in the front carriage under the pretext of cutting fruit, but he could no longer hold back his tears, which seemed to have become strings, rolling down drop by drop.

Fan Xiaopang felt that he was very pathetic. Even though he had given everything to Lin Yicheng, he still couldn't get what he wanted most. All his previous extravagant hopes seemed like a dream.

Fan Xiaopang felt that she was ridiculous. Even though there was a voice in her heart reminding her, she was unwilling to believe it and kept deceiving herself. Now that her lies were exposed, she was like a clown.

Fan Xiaopang felt that she was very pitiful. She had been struggling all the way, and had no idea how many scars were left on her body and heart. Finally, she met a lover whom she could entrust her life to, but it turned out that the lover belonged to someone else and did not belong to her.

All kinds of troubles and thoughts flooded into Fan Xiaopang's mind, leaving him at a loss as to how to deal with it.

……

Should I rush over now, slap Lin Yicheng hard, curse him as a "scumbag", and leave Xinghe Film and Television forever?

This is certainly a pleasure, but what will be the result? Can Fatty Fan bear it?
Just like her original situation, where could she go after leaving Galaxy Film and Television Company?
How will people in the circle view her then? No matter how successful you are, Fan Xiaopang, you are still like a stray dog, with no place to stay.
How would the audience and fans view her? She had just parted ways with Mu Xiaoguang with the help of Lin Yicheng, and now she was leaving Xinghe Film and Television. Isn't this ungrateful? The popularity that she had worked so hard to gather was about to collapse.

Even if all this happened, she could ignore it. It was not like she had not experienced it before. But could she really turn against Lin Yicheng?

Fan Xiaopang knew all about Lin Yicheng's methods. She knew very well what kind of cruel mind was hidden under this man's calm appearance.

Although Fan Xiaopang knew that Lin Yicheng was a sentimental man and was very good to women, his subordinates, and his brothers.

But she didn't dare to gamble.

If Lin Yicheng wanted to take action against her, Fat Fan didn't dare to imagine what the situation would be like.

……

Be more realistic.

The resources of Galaxy Film and Television Company and Lin Yicheng's projects were all out of reach for Fan Xiaopang in the past. Fan Xiaopang asked himself, am I willing to give them up?

Not to mention, Lin Yicheng's previous plans for her made her very yearning and eager. It was a beautiful blueprint that she had never been able to access before, and had never even imagined.

Fan Xiaopang, whose edges have been smoothed by society and who has experienced the warmth and coldness of human nature and the vicissitudes of the world, is no longer innocent and has long since become realistic.

In this circle, it is extremely difficult for actresses to stand out, and it is even more difficult to become famous.

Looking across the country, are there any actresses who can make it big single-handedly based on their own strength?

No!

She knew that only with the help of Lin Yicheng and Xinghe Film and Television Company could she go one step further and become the brightest star among domestic female stars.

Only by following Lin Yicheng can she stand at a higher position and appreciate more beautiful scenery.

It is no longer a good idea to break up and leave like this. We cannot accept this.

……

Then I can only stay.

Thinking of this, Fan Xiaopang's tears began to flow like a dam bursting.

Fan Xiaopang was a little dazed. She remembered that this was the third time she had cried so miserably since she was a child.

The first time was because of an unexpected car accident, which prevented me from being admitted to a university in Harbin. All my years of hard work and hopes were in vain.

The second time was when she was banned by Qiong Yao and relentlessly attacked by Taiwanese media, which made her feel what it was like to be alone, helpless, and subject to overwhelming public opinion.

Fan Xiaopang asked himself, what kind of feelings did he have for Lin Yicheng?

At the beginning, she was indeed utilitarian and wanted to get the benefits she wanted from Lin Yicheng.

However, after spending time together, Fan Xiaopang found that he had really fallen for this man and couldn't help himself. Even if he didn't talk about his appearance, ability and wealth, this man's ambition, methods, personality and other aspects were a fatal temptation to Fan Xiaopang.

She seemed to see a version of herself who was countless times more powerful in Lin Yicheng, and she could resonate with Lin Yicheng spiritually.

This kind of emotion is something that Fan Xiaopang had never experienced before, and it is also what he longed for in countless midnight dreams.

After falling in love with Lin Yicheng, whenever Fan Xiaopang looked at other men, he always felt that the other men were far inferior to Lin Yicheng, and that they were always not as good as this man in some aspect.

It seemed that it was her fate to fall in love with such a man, destined her to be like a moth to a flame, destined to be burned to ashes.

……

I gave birth to you before I gave birth to you.

Fatty Fan smiled bitterly. She only hated that she met Lin Yicheng too late and missed so much...

If not, she would have enough confidence to face all enemies who wanted to compete for Lin Yicheng.

Fat Fan reached out and wiped away the tears from the corners of his eyes.

Now that she has already sat at the gambling table and placed all her bets, she cannot give up, otherwise she will lose everything in the end.

Even though the cards have almost been completely revealed, she lost, lost to a yellow-haired girl.

But she is not as good as the best but better than the worst. At least, she still has a chance to beat others!
Even if she still couldn't beat that yellow-haired girl in the end, she would never give up easily.

Fan Xiaopang, who is well-informed, knows too well the situations of some bigwigs and directors.

Some people are not satisfied with having three wives and four concubines at home, and they still have many affairs outside...

Compared to those people, Lin Yicheng is really pretty good.

Fan Xiaopang convinced himself to accept this fact.

Even if you cannot get a unique position, you must try your best to strive for two palaces to coexist. At the very least, you must be second only to one person and above the others.

If we think more deeply, there are too many examples of empresses being deposed throughout history and in every dynasty.

The yellow-haired girl looked dull and silly at first glance, and didn't seem to have any scheming.

It is too easy to deal with such people and compete for their favor.

It is true that you are my childhood sweetheart, but sometimes even childhood sweethearts cannot withstand the help from heaven.

As long as she can always follow Lin Yicheng, try her best to love him, help him, and make him feel her sincerity and her value, then she only needs to wait for the opportunity, and there may be opportunities in the future.

Huanjun Mingzhu tears down and hates not meeting when she is not married.

That was someone else, and she, Fan Xiaopang, would never accept her fate!
Thinking of this, Fat Fan smiled again, but it was a half smile.

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Even if there are all kinds of reasons to convince yourself, which woman is really willing to share her love with others?
Fan Xiaopang is not a shameless woman, and she doesn't want to see the man she loves being affectionate with other women.

However, reality is often so cruel that it will not change according to human will and will always force people to make helpless choices.

Now that you've made your choice, be thorough.

What’s wrong with being a little more humble?

I just hope that he can remember her efforts and sacrifices and live up to her.

(End of this chapter)