Chapter 329 I'm Not Yours
"Isn't that right?"
Lu Mingfei winked at Chen Wenwen and gave her a wicked smile: "It's not as difficult as you think to honestly say what's in your heart, right?"
It was not until this time that Chen Wenwen came to her senses and realized that Lu Mingfei was teasing her.
Who said it's not difficult? It's so difficult!
Chen Wenwen bit her lip in a reproachful manner, and looked at Lu Mingfei with a bit of coquettishness and shame.
Just saying those two words made her so embarrassed that she wanted to bury her face in the quilt.
How can I describe this feeling of shame? It was like in some not-so-pure Japanese comics that Lu Mingfei had read, where the second male lead with yellow hair asked the female lead who felt more comfortable. The female lead clearly didn't want to say it, but under the coercion and sensory stimulation of the other party, she had no choice but to give in to the yellow-haired man and tell him the true feelings of her body.
"Since you want me to come tomorrow, I'll come." Lu Mingfei said, "If you want to eat anything or read anything, I'll bring it to you."
Who wants you to come... Chen Wenwen muttered in her heart with a little pride. But she pursed her lips and didn't say it out loud.
"I don't have anything I want to eat..." Chen Wenwen shook her head, "I don't have much appetite right now, and the doctor also told me to eat less food that is difficult to digest."
As for the books you want to read?
Chen Wenwen raised her eyes and gently cast her gaze on Lu Mingfei. She whispered, "There is a book on the bookshelf in the school literature club's activity room. It's called "First Intimate Contact". It has a red cover. I bought it. My name should be written on the first page."
She hesitated for a moment and looked at Lu Mingfei with pleading eyes: "I've been wanting to read that book recently. Can you bring it to me tomorrow?"
"First Intimate Contact?" Lu Mingfei paused, "The one by Pi Zi Cai?"
Chen Wenwen's beautiful almond-shaped eyes suddenly gleamed, and she asked softly, "Have you seen it too?"
Of course I have read it. In his previous life, Lu Mingfei was a geek who was only interested in anime and games, and most of the books he had read were given to him by Chen Wenwen.
Most of them were obscure and profound masterpieces, such as Marquez, Borges, Joyce, and Duras who wrote "The Lover". Lu Mingfei had no impression of many books after reading them.
And because "First Intimate Contact" is one of the few relatively popular books among these books, Lu Mingfei can still remember most of the plots in it clearly to this day.
He still remembers that this is an online novel, telling a very touching love story about online love. The male protagonist I and the female protagonist Qingwu Feiyang met because of a plan, developed into close friends, and slowly sparks of love were born.
Just when the hero was looking forward to a bright future, he received the last email from Qingwu Feiyang, and since then the heroine disappeared from the hero's world.
The hero did not give up. Through unremitting efforts, he finally learned from Qingwu Feiyang's friend Xiaowen that Qingwu Feiyang was in a distant hospital. After going through hardships, the hero finally came to the heroine's bedside and learned that the heroine had suffered from severe lupus erythematosus a long time ago and was about to die. In her last moments, the two whispered in each other's ears.
After the heroine died, the hero also received a letter from Xiaowen, which was a belated love letter.
Lu Mingfei read this book in the activity room of the literature club, with only Chen Wenwen and him. He cried bitterly after reading this novel.
The sunlight shone through the window onto Chen Wenwen's white cotton skirt. Chen Wenwen smiled and said how could such a big boy cry more sadly than she did when she read the book, while she used a tissue to wipe Lu Mingfei's tears.
That was the first time he saw the beauty of literature, and also the first time he had such close contact with Chen Wenwen, so he had such a deep impression of this book.
By the way, Chen Wenwen also suffered from lupus this time. Could it be that she was moved by the scene and wanted to read the book again?
Is this not auspicious? It feels like Chen Wenwen is cursing herself when she watches "First Contact"...
However, Lu Mingfei nodded to Chen Wenwen and answered truthfully: "Yes, I have seen it. If you want to see it, I will bring it to you tomorrow."
"I thought I was the only one who had read this book. Thank you, Lu Mingfei." Chen Wenwen smiled, sighed very lightly, and suddenly turned her head to look out the window.
"You said I could..."
"cannot!"
Lu Mingfei felt that Chen Wenwen was about to say something unlucky, such as whether she could fly like the heroine in the book, so he interrupted her before she could say it: "No!"
Chen Wenwen stared at Lu Mingfei blankly: "Lu Mingfei, I haven't told you what I can do yet?"
"No matter what," Lu Mingfei said decisively.
Chen Wenwen suddenly covered her mouth, burst into laughter, and then rubbed the corners of her eyes: "Then I asked if I could be discharged from the hospital, and you said no?"
Lu Mingfei paused and scratched his cheek: "That's fine. If it's auspicious, yes, but if it's unlucky, no." "You're quite interesting." Chen Wenwen tilted her head, rolled her eyes, and suddenly pouted and said, "Why do you care about me so much?"
From the first time she met Lu Mingfei, to later helping her with the club magazine and sending her birthday cakes.
In addition to this time, he came to the hospital to see her every day, without missing a single day. Even Zhao Menghua, who pestered her every day and wanted to pursue her, had not come recently.
I'm not yours.
Chen Wenwen kept these words quietly in her heart.
This time it was Lu Mingfei's turn to be confused. He wondered why Chen Wenwen suddenly thought of this question.
If you ask him why he cares so much about Chen Wenwen, apart from that little bit of White Moonlight plot, he mainly feels that he has a responsibility towards Chen Wenwen.
It’s not that he has the responsibility towards Liu Miaomiao and Su Xiaoqiang... The reason why he cares so much about Chen Wenwen is because in his memory, Chen Wenwen has never had lupus erythematosus.
Chen Wenwen was suddenly seriously ill and hospitalized. He thought that it might be because of his rebirth that caused a butterfly effect, which made Chen Wenwen sick.
If he could call Lu Mingze out, he would like to ask Lu Mingze what was going on.
Of course he didn't know that in Chen Wenwen's eyes, his concern for her was much more than just this time.
From small things like helping her out of trouble in front of Zhao Menghua and picking dandelions with her by the river, to big things like carrying her on his back to send her to the hospital and visiting her every day regardless of rain or shine.
If Lu Mingfei wasn't already Liu Miaomiao's boyfriend, she would even have doubted whether Lu Mingfei liked her.
No, even if Lu Mingfei is Liu Miaomiao’s boyfriend, it is possible that he likes me.
After all, he is a playboy. When he was dating Liu Miaomiao, he was also secretly having an affair with Su Xiaoqiang under the table... The three of them ended up developing a weird "love triangle".
She remembered the time when her legs were rubbed under the table. She didn't know if it was an illusion, but the tingling feeling appeared on her calves under the quilt again.
"Why do you ask this question suddenly?"
"Didn't you say to speak your mind honestly or something?"
"I wanted to know the answer, so I asked." Chen Wenwen pouted, "Answer quickly, three, two, one, Lu Mingfei, don't try to avoid the topic!"
It was rare to see Chen Wenwen so active, playful and energetic. Lu Mingfei thought, could it be that girls always become more willful after being sick?
Lu Mingfei answered openly: "Because you are a very important friend of mine and Miaomiao. And I am also the monitor of the class, so of course I have the obligation to come to see you on behalf of the whole class."
Chen Wenwen narrowed her eyes: "The real answer?"
Lu Mingfei spread his hands: "The real answer."
Probably true.
"Okay, I believe you." Chen Wenwen lowered her head and patted her bedding.
The topic about Lu Mingfei's reason for visiting ended here. Coincidentally, the door of the ward was pushed open at this time, and they both turned their heads at the same time. It turned out that Chen Wenwen's father brought Chen Wenwen dinner.
Lu Mingfei looked out the window. It was already dark. The clock on the wall showed that it was already 6:40. He had been chatting with Chen Wenwen for nearly minutes without realizing it.
The little female dragon at home was still waiting for him to feed her. Lu Mingfei picked up his schoolbag, said hello to Chen Wenwen's father, and prepared to leave the ward. At this time, Chen Wenwen's voice came from behind.
"Lu Mingfei."
Lu Mingfei turned around: "What's wrong?"
Chen Wenwen blinked her tired eyes and smiled: "Remember to bring me books tomorrow."
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(End of this chapter)