Chapter 228 I plead guilty!
"I plead guilty... I admit that I had a very frivolous attitude towards this relationship from the beginning, and I treated online dating as a game that could be started and ended at will. Because I had psychological problems before, my life was very boring. Apart from playing games and watching anime every day, I didn't have many entertainment activities."

"Plus, I've never been in love since I was a child. To be honest, every time I see those sweet love stories, whether they are real or fictional, I'm often envious. Every time I read those stories, I can see my aunt smile."

"Ahem." Jiang Yao raised her eyes slightly and carefully observed Chen Yuan's expression.

I noticed that he had no expression.

She wondered if she had read it without feeling, so Jiang Yao knelt more straight, coughed twice, and said with emotion:

"I often fantasize about having a sweet relationship, but as a person with social phobia, I can't have a real relationship. But online dating is not something I can just do casually."

"One day, I found that my sister had added a game friend, and I heard your microphone voice, it sounded very nice."

Jiang Yao pursed her lips.

But Jiang Ning had already turned her face away.

"I felt a little jealous because my sister had joined a duo with a boy behind my back, but I was more curious about you... Since the game account was mine, I took the initiative to invite you to play games with me after I logged in."

"Sometimes it's me playing with you, and sometimes it's my sister playing with you. At these times we're not pretending, the sounds are just like that."

"Here, I want to emphasize that I really liked you when I confessed. Believe me," Jiang Yao raised a hand, "I swear, it's not just a matter of lust. I'm not that casual. When we were playing games, I found that you were a very attentive and good boy. I had a lot of fantasies when I heard you."

Chen Yuan didn't say a word and just listened quietly.

It's still raining outside the window.

"I am guilty. After I confessed my feelings to you and tested the waters, when we first started to confirm our relationship, you sent me a very long message. The general meaning was that if you want to be in a relationship, you should do it properly and it should be pure. Don't treat it like a CPDD where you can get together at the top and break up at the bottom. Try to get along with each other first."

"After reading that passage, I was deeply moved, but I didn't take 'talking properly' seriously and still took this relationship lightly. This is my fault."

Jiang Yao took a deep breath and pointed at her sister.

"she!"

Jiang Ning was caught off guard and had her nose pointed at.

Jiang Ning narrowed her eyes slightly, thinking that her sister's confession was quite rich and interactive. On the other hand, hers was much more straightforward and did not have so many tricks.

Wait, why are you suddenly pointing at me? Are you trying to shirk responsibility?
"At first, she didn't know that I had confessed to you, and she was still playing games with you. Later, when she heard the change in address, she asked me what was going on. My sister Jiang Ning is a very open-minded person."

Jiang Ning: “…”

"She knew I was in an online relationship, but she didn't object. Instead, she took the initiative to reply to my messages when I was very busy. At first, I dictated and asked her to type... Young Master, don't think it's outrageous. This is normal for twins. My sister and I rarely have secrets. We know almost everything about each other. Later, I felt it was troublesome to dictate, so I let her express herself freely."

"It's my fault. I shouldn't have shared the privacy of my relationship, nor should I have let my sister experience the fun of online dating. I shouldn't have done that! After she praised your beautiful voice, politeness and values, I took the initiative to say 'why don't you try it too'. She hesitated and asked how to try it. I said you can try it. Hiss - why did you pinch me?"

As Jiang Yao was talking, she suddenly cried out in pain and slapped the hand on her waist.

"Do you need to tell me these details?" Jiang Ning blushed and asked angrily.

"Of course, details are needed to prove my sincerity."

"Go on." At this time, Chen Yuan spoke.

Jiang Ning bit her lip and said nothing more.

"It's still the same two reasons. One is that I didn't take the relationship seriously enough, and the other is that we twins are used to sharing everything. Now it seems that this was a very wrong thing to do. It's outrageous."

"I didn't ask for your opinion because I didn't take love seriously. I dragged you into this because I didn't realize that love shouldn't be shared... Here, I want to solemnly apologize to the young master. Just like you said, before welcoming each new identity, you should think about the responsibilities you have to bear. I didn't become a qualified girlfriend. I am not worthy of this identity. I only immersed myself in happiness and sweetness."

When Jiang Yao was obviously saying that she was not worthy, her expression darkened. No matter how lively she looked on the outside, she was just a sensitive little girl at heart.

This proves that she is really reflecting on it and is not just fooling around.

"When this relationship became a reality, I was really flustered. I wasn't prepared, and I didn't know how to take love seriously. I understood online love as a relationship where the novelty wore off and the two people gradually stopped contacting each other, and it shouldn't be considered a serious relationship. My sister told me that she met you in college, and when she suggested breaking up, I agreed."

"Whether it's fear or irresponsibility, I think this is a better way to deal with it. It would be fine if we really broke up, but when I saw you that day..."

"I regret it a lot, because you give me a really good feeling. Not only are you considerate but you are also excellent, responsible, not boring, and know how to care for others. That feeling is very complicated and cannot be expressed in a few words. It is not an exaggeration to describe you as in love at first sight. I like you very much." "But I still don't have the courage to resist my mother. This is the main reason why I broke up. Maybe one day I will have to go back to Mingzhu City. If she finds out, everything will be over."

"After I came back, the more I thought about it, the more I regretted it. Then I decided to take a risk and secretly dated without telling my sister and mom. At least I could live each day well. I didn't want to think about the future anymore."

"Young Master, you have really changed me a lot."

Jiang Yao looked at Chen Yuan pitifully and continued in a low voice: "I really like you, and my feelings for you are not false at all. You are the best boy I have ever met. I am happy even if you are mean to me. You should be able to feel it..."

Be gradual and sincere. If she sheds another tear at this moment, it will be a fatal blow.

Jiang Ning inexplicably felt a lot of pressure.

She didn't expect her sister's writing to be so layered. She thought it would be something like "I was wrong", "I cried", "Please forgive me", and "I will never do it again".

Ningning felt a little complicated. She couldn't help but look up and secretly glance at Chen Yuan's reaction, and found that he was indeed moved.

After all, facing a girl like Yaoyao apologizing and confessing like that, who can remain indifferent?

This is not over yet!

Jiang Yao lowered her head and choked a few times.

"(Sniffles) I didn't expect that my sister would find out, but I don't regret it. The first days of our relationship, from the time we reconciled to the time we kissed, were the happiest times of my life, and I began to like you more and more."

She was already crying.

"I don't want to go to you under the guise of your sister, but I don't dare to tell you about our twins. I'm afraid you'll hate me after you know that we're in love. I also don't dare to tell my sister clearly and hide this matter together. I'm not sure if she agrees with me being with you, because she said we should break up at the beginning. In this case, we can only hide it from both sides."

"If... we can make money well and keep it a secret for a long time, we can run away together later. Although this idea is naive, I really thought so at that time."

"I don't know. It's this kind of thinking that makes things more and more complicated. It's all my fault... But my sister also likes you, and I don't want to give the young master to her..."

"In the end, I was so possessive that I had a fight with her. After she found out, I was so focused on how to prevent her from taking you away from me that I didn't think about anything else. I tried my best to hide the fact that I was pretending to be your sister and persuaded her not to contact you again, but it backfired. Her relationship with you progressed even faster because of my efforts..."

"What's even more wrong is that at this point, I discussed with my sister who would be my real girlfriend, ignoring some of your feelings. However, young master, I didn't completely ignore you. I did consider you! My sister and I decided that whoever you like more would stay, so there is a heartbeat diary."

"I don't mean to laugh at you or play tricks on you. Please don't get me wrong. Besides, most of the time what I told you was true, except for the lie about the twins. Please believe me."

Jiang Yao reached out and pushed Chen Yuan's leg, with a sincere light in her eyes.

"So, you never thought about confessing to me from the beginning to the end?" he asked.

"This... has happened many times, but I never dared to speak up. In the end, I made one mistake after another, and it turned into the situation today," Yaoyao curved her lips and whispered bitterly, "I deeply reflect on my actions and realize how outrageous I am. I know that I have caused irreparable harm to the young master. I know that you hate deception and love triangles. Now, I am the instigator and should bear the main responsibility."

"I'm sorry," Jiang Yao hugged Chen Yuan's legs, "Young Master, I don't ask for immediate forgiveness, I just ask for a chance to reform. Since I've confessed everything, please be lenient. Can we not break up?"

Jiang Yao's confession is multi-dimensional, expressive, and interspersed with interaction and performance.

Reading finished!

She was looking at Chen Yuan with tears in her eyes and true feelings, hoping that he would say something less cold.

It really makes those who hear it sad and those who see it cry.

However, Yaoyao didn't wait for Chen Yuan to speak. She suddenly felt a push on her shoulder, and then she cried out "Ouch" and fell to the carpet.

"Enough of the drama," Jiang Ning glared at her, "give me some time to speak."

"Ok."

Jiang Yao curled her lips, ruffled her messy hair, sat aside obediently, took a pillow, and calmed down.

"I also plead guilty!"

Jiang Ning closed her eyes as if resigned to her fate.

(End of this chapter)