Chapter 321 I am here
"Let's go, the bell is about to ring." Li Zhuangsheng patted Zhu Zhixue gently.

Zhu Zhixue nodded and silently tore off the white paper on the seat, revealing the plaster that had been deposited underneath for many years.

"This doesn't look good. I'll bring some nice stickers tomorrow." Zhu Zhixue said.

"Well, let's go out and buy it together tonight." Li Zhuangsheng said with a smile.

Zhu Zhixue nodded.

……

After returning home from evening self-study, Li Zhuangsheng glared at Li Xiuyu and said word by word: "Xiuyu... I'm really not a pervert!"

Li Xiuyu was stunned for a moment, then angrily asked: "Do you mean I'm a pervert?"

"Why are you reacting so strongly? I never said that!" Li Zhuangsheng quickly shook his head.

"...Just tell me what you want to say!" Li Xiuyu calmed down a little and looked at Li Zhuangsheng's face. "Don't be so hesitant. You look like you got a girl pregnant outside and don't know how to tell your family!"

Li Zhuangsheng sighed: "Don't make a fuss... Zhu Zhixue and I have never done anything like that. I promised you, and I won't go back on my word!"

Li Xiuyu snorted: "Then, do you want to ask any perverted questions?"

"You've been with Hu Mengdie recently, right?"

"Yeah, she lost her memory in a car accident, so I often hang out with her and chat with her."

"How is her health lately?"

"Didn't you say you have a cold?"

"That's not what I'm talking about..." Li Zhuangsheng hesitated for a moment, "I'm really not a pervert, I'm just curious, because I need it for my novel. She's been losing weight recently, but girls who lose weight too much may lead to..."

"Just get straight to the point. Every time you come up with a long list of premises like this, you're just making up excuses."

Li Zhuangsheng's mouth twitched slightly. It's so annoying. You always guess my answers so accurately. That's why I feel so embarrassed!

Li Zhuangsheng didn't know how to tell Li Xiuyu.

He actually wanted to ask Li Xiuyu if he had noticed whether Hu Mengdie's menstrual period came normally, but now he didn't dare to ask at all. Based on Li Xiuyu's understanding of him, he would definitely see the clues.

He couldn't tell Li Xiuyu about his relationship with Hu Mengdie, because he and Li Xiuyu were together day and night, and he couldn't explain when he hooked up with Hu Mengdie under Li Xiuyu's nose. There was a huge bug in this.

Moreover, it was not good to let Li Xiuyu know that Hu Mengdie might be pregnant. If he and Hu Mengdie were in a normal relationship and Hu Mengdie got pregnant unexpectedly, he could tell Li Xiuyu. But the situation was too complicated now, and it was not certain whether Hu Mengdie was pregnant. If not, how would he face Li Xiuyu's questioning in the future?

"Forget it...it's okay."

After thinking about it countless times in his mind, Li Zhuangsheng chose to give up.

"I really don't know what you think about all day long!"

Li Xiuyu suddenly slapped Li Zhuangsheng on the head with an angry look on his face.

"I didn't think about anything..."

"Look at how miserable you are. It's as if you owe the whole world and feel sorry for everyone. You wish you could die to atone for your sins!" Li Xiuyu gritted his teeth viciously, "Do you think you are Jesus? You don't have that ability!"

"I……"

"Seeing that you were in such a desperate state, I ignored you and Zhu Zhixue. You had been feeling better in the past two days, but today you are worse than before! What on earth have you done to make the whole world sorry? You went to the Middle East two years ago and secretly rescued Bin Laden? Her pain is not enough to comfort you, right?" Li Zhuangsheng stared at Li Xiuyu in a daze and was silent for a while.

Li Xiuyu was shocked: "I asked you but you didn't tell me, it's as if you are hiding some state secrets in your heart!"

Li Zhuangsheng turned his face away: "I'm really fine."

Li Xiuyu took a deep breath and returned to the bedroom angrily. Li Zhuangsheng scratched his face, then punched his head hard, making it buzz.

……

"Are you still studying? Are you so eager to learn every day?"

After taking a shower, Li Xiuyu walked into Li Zhuangsheng's bedroom and sneered.

"Well, the college entrance examination is coming soon." Li Zhuangsheng smiled apologetically.

“Every time you want to escape, just pretend you’re studying!”

Li Xiuyu mercilessly exposed Li Zhuangsheng's true colors: studying was Li Zhuangsheng's most common means of escape, as if as long as he had the legitimate excuse of studying, he could reasonably avoid all the things he didn't want to do.

Just like when he was in the fifth grade of elementary school, Li Zhuangsheng suddenly became extremely afraid of death. He was so scared that he couldn't sleep at night. The thought that his parents would be gone in a few decades, and that he would one day grow old and die, frightened him so much that he couldn't sleep. He had to get up in the middle of the night to memorize words, and even when his parents beat him up, he still cried and dared not sleep.

Later, the problem was solved by Li Xiuyu coming over to sleep with him. Then she told him not to be afraid, because they would grow old together, and even if they died, she would be with him. What was there to be afraid of when they grew old and died together? Then Li Zhuangsheng felt at ease.

Of course, the reason why Li Xiuyu could comfort Li Zhuangsheng in this way was that she had also experienced such a period of time before, when she was enveloped by a strong sense of loneliness at night, thinking about aging and death, and was almost suffocated. Her solution was to sneak into Li Zhuangsheng's bed while he was asleep.

Listening to Li Zhuangsheng's steady breathing, it didn't feel scary anymore.

"Is it wrong for me to study hard for the junior college entrance examination?" Li Zhuangsheng said stubbornly, waving his hands, "If you have nothing to do, go back and sleep early."

"I'll sleep with you!" Li Xiuyu snatched Li Zhuangsheng's pen, slammed the cap shut, and ordered in an unquestionable tone, "You, go to bed now! Don't study all day long and not learn anything, and still feel sleepy during the day!"

"I am still..."

"Take off your clothes and get on the bed!" Li Xiuyu pointed at the bed, expressionless, "I'm going to sleep here tonight, too!"

Li Zhuangsheng was still a little hesitant: "But..."

Li Xiuyu glared at him, looking ferocious: "Hurry up, or I'll tear up this crappy outline of yours, believe it or not!"

Li Zhuangsheng gave a helpless smile, turned off the desk lamp, took off his coat, then lifted the quilt and sat on the bed.

Li Xiuyu snorted coldly, and finally a hint of satisfaction appeared on the corner of his mouth. He got into bed and reached out to turn off the light.

The faint night light seeped into the dark bedroom, and everything was vague in the darkness.

"Is there anything you really can't tell me?" Li Xiu Yu said.

"Well, it's not that I don't want to say it, it's that I can't say it." Li Zhuangsheng said.

Li Xiuyu was quiet for a while, then unceremoniously grabbed Li Zhuangsheng's arm and put it under his head, and pinched his waist.

"If you don't want to tell me, then don't tell me. But you don't have to worry about the lives of the people in this world! It can't be a big deal. Why do you have to be so heavy all day? Is the sky going to fall? What if the sky falls? I'm here too!"

(End of this chapter)