Chapter 323 Pure White
Li Zhuangsheng was escaping. When he encountered unsolvable non-physical difficulties, he always instinctively tended to escape. In fact, he did not shrink back in the face of difficulties, but was escaping from his "unjust" self.

This was also the source of his suffering.

Difficulties can be solved, at least, realistic difficulties can always be solved, because he is always just, because he is a good person.

The premise is that he believes he is doing the right thing.

But no matter whether it is Lin Yuehua or Zhu Zhixue, he has a strong sense of guilt. Because disappointing others' expectations is a sin, disappointing a girl who likes you is even more unforgivable. Which righteous male protagonist would disappoint a girl who likes you?

This time he felt guilty and unable to make amends, so he felt pain.

The same thing happened today when facing Hu Mengdie. He didn't know what to do. Should he tell Hu Mengdie?

Letting her know that he was no longer a virgin, what kind of harm and impact would this have on Hu Mengdie? How should he face her in the future? If she was really pregnant, who would bear the subsequent responsibilities? What would happen to the relationship between him, Zhu Zhixue, and Hu Mengdie? But what if she was not pregnant, but he was just scared?
In fact, Li Zhuangsheng understood that Hu Mengdie and so on were just incidental reasons.

The core reason is that he doesn't want people to think that he is a scumbag who "plays with the feelings of several girls". He doesn't want to bear the guilt of "making a girl pregnant unexpectedly". He doesn't want to be a bastard who "gets a girl pregnant and then dumps her", even if he was forced at the beginning!

He didn't want to take this responsibility. He was obviously a victim, so why did he suddenly become a bad guy? He didn't want to be a bad guy. This overturned the values ​​he had grown up with, and he felt unprecedented panic.

Li Zhuangsheng knew what he should do this time, but he still felt confused and panicked, because this time, he was really going to become a "scumbag" in the eyes of the world.

So he instinctively wanted to escape, even though he knew that no matter how he escaped, he would have to face it in the end... He was in pain consciously, and the last time he felt so painful was the three days before his divorce.

[We are accomplices, brother.]

"How can you, a girl, be an accomplice in this matter?"

Li Zhuangsheng grinned bitterly.

But, this is what you said, we did all the bad things together.

……

"Hmm..." Li Xiuyu woke up early and stretched. She glanced at her cell phone and her biological clock stopped exactly two minutes before the alarm.

She reached out to turn off the alarm clock and looked at Li Zhuangsheng who was sleeping beside her. He no longer looked so sad and was much calmer.

She knew that Li Zhuangsheng had thought it through. From childhood to adulthood, Li Zhuangsheng had always been the one to protect her. It was rare for her to be able to help Li Zhuangsheng.

But thinking of the words that almost confessed last night, her face couldn't help but feel hot.

"It's all your fault. You made me talk nonsense!"

Li Xiuyu leaned over and kissed Li Zhuangsheng on the corner of his mouth, mumbling something in a reproachful manner.

It's been a long time since I was in his arms. I didn't expect to feel so safe. I fell asleep before I could even touch him. But what should I do tonight? I had an excuse to sleep here last night, but I have to think about an excuse tonight.

In order to make up for going to bed early last night, Li Xiuyu reached into Li Zhuangsheng's clothes to make up for it. Fortunately, he was sleeping soundly now.

Well, very energetic!

After a while, Li Xiuyu showed a "trouble" expression on his face and carefully took his hand out. It's over, he accidentally went too far again!

She tiptoed out of bed, gently opened the door with her clean hands, walked out, and closed the door.

After doing all this, she breathed a sigh of relief and quickly walked to the bathroom, ready to wash her hands to destroy the body. Don't worry about the rest, he will think it's his fault like last time!
But as soon as he turned on the faucet, Li Xiuyu looked at his hands and fell into deep thought again.

Is it really okay to waste it like this? Wait, why do I think it’s a waste… But such an opportunity doesn’t come every day, right?
Li Xiuyu's body trembled slightly. She had thought of a great idea. But class was about to start. If she did this, would she be late? It didn't matter. It would be done in a few minutes. But wouldn't it be dangerous? What if... It didn't matter. If the creature was separated from the body in a few minutes, it would die. Didn't she study Chapter 18 of the biology textbook in the first semester of the second year of junior high school very carefully?
Besides, it’s not that easy. It’s safe today. Even if... I can just buy some medicine to have an abortion!

Li Xiuyu no longer cared about anything in his heart. It seemed as if he was holding a treasure that was rich enough to rival a country. Now there was only one thing left in his mind!

She walked quickly into her room and locked the door. Ten minutes later, she walked out of the room, her legs shaking and she had no strength left.

After washing her hands with satisfaction, she suddenly felt regretful and scared when she woke up... How could she do such a crazy thing! What was on her mind? Was Seqin the only one left?
But the psychological feeling just now was truly unprecedented, and it cannot be compared to it whether it was brought by a pen or underwear!

"Oh no, there's no time!"

Li Xiuyu took out his cell phone and took a look at it, and suddenly he was sweating profusely.

She rushed to the door of Li Zhuangsheng's room and was about to open it to go in, but suddenly remembered something, and quickly walked back to her bedroom, rolled up the bed sheet, crumpled it into a ball, and threw it into the washing machine.

"Wake up lazy pig, you're going to be late!"

Li Xiuyu broke open Li Zhuangsheng's door and woke Li Zhuangsheng up with a powerful move.

"Ah..." Li Zhuangsheng suddenly opened his eyes, grimacing in pain, "Can't you be gentler..."

"You can't get up even if I'm gentle, look at the time!"

Li Xiu Yu said this as she sat down next to Li Zhuangsheng. She grabbed the underwear next to the pillow, stuffed it into her clothes and buttoned it up. The corners of her clothes were lifted up, revealing her flat and slender belly.

What an idiot. He hasn't taken any action in front of him so many times. How come the plot is completely different from the one in the movie?
She glanced at Li Zhuangsheng's expression and saw that his face was confused at first, then quickly turned into shame, and then he coughed and pretended to be calm.

"You go out first...brush your teeth and wash your face, I'll get up now!" Li Zhuangsheng blushed and gently covered himself with the quilt.

"Don't you even look at the time? Why are you getting up now?"

Li Xiuyu deliberately did not leave, kept urging him, and even pretended to lift his quilt. The more he did this, the more he could prove his innocence.

"Hey, hurry up and wash up. I'll get dressed now! Don't get squeezed in with us later!"

Li Zhuangsheng covered himself with the quilt and picked up his sweater, pretending to put it on.

"Then hurry up, it's so annoying, you're late!"

Li Xiu Yu finally left the room with peace of mind. The door behind him was immediately closed, followed by the sound of it being locked.

(End of this chapter)